Anyway... I would love to write out your name openly like that on the net, but... That would cause more trouble then good. F----. If you finally read this: Don't give up. You deserve better. You ARE a good person. No matter what they say. And it doesn't even matter how bad you think about yourself. Or what kind of thoughts or temptations you had or have. Even if it was all an ACT. You still did good things, despite the odds and danger. So please. Come back. Come HOME. They miss you and still care about you... Don't you want to go back? ... What happend in the past, stays there. There will always be someone there for you. Don't forget that.