@Ella-26 Ella, I wish it was just hard. I'm sure I would have managed to overcome it. Sometimes I feel that it's kinda impossible 😔. I never wanted to lose her. I keep trying everyday to come out of it but again I fail terribly. She loved my poems but now I can't even communicate this poem to her. She'll think I don't respect her choice but believe me I do respect her a lot — So, I even changed my phone number because I can't block her anywhere on social media. But I don't want her to know how my life has changed ever since she left me. My parents hate her because they think she ditched me but I know she isn't like that 😒. Even my friends say so. But I know her better than anyone, she's very different, she's introvert.... She couldn't even share her pain with me.... No one understands me 😔 and I feel so abandoned sometimes.
ARE WE OUT OF THE WOODS YET?
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Whenever you're faced with an important decision, a choice, be it life or career, you are always afraid, even though only slightly at times, of making a mistake. The question of what if you make the wrong decision clouds your mind and you look for someone else to make that choice for you. Often, that is because you don't want to face what's out there on your own, or partially because then you'll have someone else to blame if things didn't go as you thought they would. Sometimes you look for guidance from your significant other, better half as some might call it, but they don't know, they can't know exactly what's best for you. Heck, you can't even know that for yourself, because believe it or not, we are mediocre, incapable of knowing everything, no matter how safe we play. Thus, in such situations, it is but fitting to make a reasonably calculated decision and then go ahead with accepting the circumstances, which may not always be in our control no matter the decision we take or the choice we make. This is where belief and faith comes in, knowing we gave it our best, and then we leave the rest, to God's will.