• Warning: This Letter will caused nausea and heart breaking

    People said you are dumb, you are ugly, you are worthless, you dont deserve this world moreover they wish you died? Let the dog barkings as the way they wish.
    People said you are a freak, a drama queen, an attention seeker or may be somebody you love just abandoned you and ignored you? Walk away. No need to feel their presence.
    People said we live in fairy tale and delusion Well, this TWS is such a place girl, just embrace with it ๐Ÿ˜

    Well, in this love letter, i will share you my stories as the answer of 3 letters of yours, the first one, the second one and the last. I am gonna say that i really had a hard life since i was 4 but i let it be like it be in this 24. My mom hated me because of her personal reasons till she changed me to never ever let people break my walls and know me well. That story was painful, a nightmare that i cant handle for almost 19 years till it created post traumatic stress disorder (google it if you want to know), last time i visited doctor, i've recovered. How is that happen?

    First, it started when i hated myself when i knew my little sister grabbed every attentions in this house till i really hated myself. That feeling, grew up to be a revengeful, merciless and careless human being in my 8 years old. Being a smart ass kid with colorful score, never got my 1st rank down for 9 years, and all of beautiful side in that time was a fairy tale story in me because when i reached home, this house was such a jail.

    When i was 14, there was a girl with Dutch legacy stole my attention with her weird action and beautiful smile, Ester. I never believed in love till i was 18, so this girl was the first girl who showed me how to have a sincere love and an unlimited kindness. She asked me out so we were dating for almost a year. However the drama started here, she is a religious Catholic and I was a religious moeslim. Her parents figured it out, then they wanted us to split off because of religion and tribes (fyi, i am mix blood, Indonesian with legacy of Chinese and Arabic). She asked me to walk to a carnaval (i saved my money to bring her there) and talked to me about the drama. I understood and agreed to grant her wish.

    A year later, she texted me and said she found a responsible Catholic nice guy and she loved her. I was really happy to know even i knew i could not move on easily like her. She texted me all the days but i rarely replied her back because of my school. Being a smart ass kid with colorfull score, an active student in 3 organizations in the same time were hard and i had a limited time to talked to her. One day, when i was in the National Match of Science held in Yogyakarta, 2010, she called me but i did not answer her. So, she texted me like 25 messages. Then, i called her back and listened to her whole story. She got pregnant on her 15 years old meanwhile i was 16. You know @willow, i was broken when she mentioned she got raped and she was in 5 months pregnancy. I jumped from my chair, left Yogyakarta in that time with express train and saw her. Believe me, my tears down when i saw she physically changed and i figured out she almost committed with suicidal. I was freezing like a stone, i dunno what i felt. Suddenly, her parents met me, brutally cursed and scolded me because i gave her a bad influence. She defended me and told them that a boy whom her parents introduced is the rapist. At the end, she married the rapist because of her parents.

    I moved on when i met my bestie in my college when i was 18 and the rest story is here. I met Ester on my ex wedding, it created such a heavy feeling but Ester looks happy after she divorced that man. She said if i could turn back time, i would never choose to split off with you. I've never seen you for 6 years after the last time you met my kid. I regretted my decision, i wish i could be back to that time. I just smiled at her.

    See, being rejected, unwanted and dumped are not new things for me. I got bullies in my high school for 3 years because i did not want to join the club, drink alcohol even smoke; because i was too smart but careless, merciless and heartless :) I continued to learn and to improve myself till today. I embrace and accept every bad stories in my life including my mom, my ex gfs, even the people who bullied me in the past to set me free, to be a new me.

    So, thats all stories may answer some questions on your head about me. I learn to be a good person because i was not. All of kindness you see about me is not because i want something from you. Even i live like thousand miles from you, feel it, somebody love you just the way you are. I will try to make you happy even your life is such a hell or stumble. There always a condition in return of that things, do not ask my feeling to you, it always be Judith It is not something that i am capable of. I cant hurt you for that :) and i know you love snek. The rest thing you wish, i will grant it.

    Kind Regards,

    Aput Zulhamsyah (Your Husband)

    P. S. I will be off for several days after this post because of my jobs ๐Ÿ˜ญ
    P. S. S. I will try to draw TWS if it is a kingdom and publish it.
    P. S. S. S. I will publish and renew all of TWS character because all of my friends global chat are back and some of my friends here are back ๐Ÿ˜€


  • @g-a said in A Love Letter for My Wife Willow:

    DAMNCUTEGUY IS ACTUALLY CUTE WHEN HE IS A GIRL 1

    How did you know once upon a time I did a dance as a girl
    in my school ? I wore costume and make-up of girls. I was looking so cute. Even though, two local guys (not school pupils) molested me. They were considering me a girl haha


  • @g-a :grin:
    puke



  • @damncuteguy Heheheheheehe ๐Ÿ˜ You will know me later dude ๐Ÿ˜€
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  • @g-a that's too big, short summary ploxx


  • @jeff9998 in short, hmm. I love ya jeff. Wanna marry meh? ๐Ÿ˜˜๐Ÿ˜˜๐Ÿ˜˜ this is too gay scene

    Imma kidding ya. Hm, @willow loves long ass posts while @Alive_WtfJudith loves middle posts with some nudes ๐Ÿ˜ so since it is for willow, i should do it in long ass posts.


  • @willow why just you donโ€™t tell him, that you donโ€™t love him? You love me instead.


  • @g-a the tags bro๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚


  • @willow said in A Love Letter for My Wife Willow:

    @g-a the tags bro๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚

    Okay so now you would ignore what I say?๐Ÿคฃ


  • @rendezvous said in A Love Letter for My Wife Willow:

    @willow why just you donโ€™t tell him, that you donโ€™t love him? You love me instead.

    Yall are both my husbands

    Along with @evan-elderson and @stranger-danger


  • @willow said in A Love Letter for My Wife Willow:

    @rendezvous said in A Love Letter for My Wife Willow:

    @willow why just you donโ€™t tell him, that you donโ€™t love him? You love me instead.

    Yall are both my husbands

    Along with @evan-elderson and @stranger-danger

    Bullshit. Downvoted.


  • @rendezvous oh my God you actually downvoted me you fucking asshole๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜


  • @willow said in A Love Letter for My Wife Willow:

    @rendezvous said in A Love Letter for My Wife Willow:

    @willow why just you donโ€™t tell him, that you donโ€™t love him? You love me instead.

    Yall are both my husbands

    Along with @evan-elderson and @stranger-danger

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  • @therisingsun said in A Love Letter for My Wife Willow:

    @willow said in A Love Letter for My Wife Willow:

    @rendezvous said in A Love Letter for My Wife Willow:

    @willow why just you donโ€™t tell him, that you donโ€™t love him? You love me instead.

    Yall are both my husbands

    Along with @evan-elderson and @stranger-danger

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    tips fedora

    Absolutely

  • Global Veteran

    @willow
    *Borrows Willows' fedora

    tips fedora

    *Gives back Willows' fedora
    I don't have a fedora of my own :white_frowning_face:


  • @therisingsun said in A Love Letter for My Wife Willow:

    @willow
    *Borrows Willows' fedora

    tips fedora

    Hawttt๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜

    I don't have a fedora of my own :white_frowning_face:

    Ill call on my sugar daddy to get you one
    now being a slut aint so bad now is it?


  • Ill call on my sugar daddy to get you one

    now being a slut aint so bad now is it?

    @willow
    tips fedora
    :joy:


  • @willow said in A Love Letter for My Wife Willow:

    @rendezvous oh my God you actually downvoted me you fucking asshole๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜

    Oh yes, its very difficult to put up with a woman who canโ€™t admit that who is her only love.


  • WILL YA MARRY ME SUP

    Get a divorce with @Willow and..............
    YES!

    PS - The letter literally caused me nausea and heart breaking.