Posts made by vanteindo

@Peek_A_Boo nah, they are far away.

@rehka I watched Sea of Love , its an Al Pacino movie haha

@rehka will do that exactly. thanks <3

@devilmoon thank u so much :)

I am 25 today. well shit, its more depressing now.

@ImRich it takes time to love oneself. and accept oneself. think of yourself as a petal that keeps on growing. You are more than your mere appearance. you are a bundle of vast creations and joy. learn to love yourself and everything will fall into it's place.

heyy mine is vanteindo ! u can check out my playlist if you like :)

Guys suggest to me your fav Spotify soundtrack for depressed, lonely, and sad people like me. Appreciate it <3

@4ndre pm?

I need a friend to talk to :( can someone be that for me here..

Want to get to know new people :)

@Rachel-Ombajin Yes and I am trying. I am trying to not care, to not mind anything, and just to remain calm and not be a hypocrite. Or immature.

I just need to try harder cause it's affecting me and others.

@Rachel-Ombajin THIS. I am going thru the same thing. except I am doing a reverse. Once, I loved myself. I was confident. I loved being by myself. I enjoyed my company. but now, I constantly compare myself to my twin. I get jealous of her and act irrationally. like I need this constant validation, and if she gets even a slither of attention I go wild. I wasn't this way before.

I miss my old self. I need her back.

@Cold-Sun well thats a whole other scenario.

@Peek_A_Boom Yeah well it can seem like that, but in my opinion, it was thought out meticulously and was well crafted. The finale for an instant was a perfect ending which was the result of several thought-out occurrences.

Finished all of breaking bad yesterday and I am torn. hands down the greatest show ever. Although, no matter what the majority say, I empathize with Walt.

In the end, I really really needed to see Walt get redeemed somehow, and just be happy.

Tell me what you say otherwise.

@TM shes my twin sister. I am as bad too. I mostly start the fights and things just escalate. its exhausting.

we are twins, and we are both 24, so yeah I pretty much say we are at the worst stage of our life. We never ever fought this bad before.

I hate myself, and I hate my life. And mostly I hate my sister.

She does whatever she wants. She is selfish at times, and a very mean person. We fight all the time, and when I cry she never comes to console me. I have always always been in her shadow. It's like everything is hers. and not mine, I'm just sharing it with her.

I am exhausted and tired. I feel pathetic for fighting over things that are not even mine, to begin with. She makes me feel miserable.

I wish I was born alone.

@TM I am a firm believer. I only and only trust in ALLAH (swt). and no one else. I do not know if this reply is referred to me or in general, but yeah I know what ur saying.

would like that very much tbh. At least I would not feel so pathetic and sad over the reality that is life.