I was just standing across the hall staring at him. he took no notice of me whatsoever, I wanted to cry, and i was crying on the inside knowing that i cannot do anything about him. ? i wanted him so badly , like how a kid wanted that candy by the store badly . then again , its the past . it is better to let it stay as a memory than to interrupt what I have now , if i haven't done that i wouldnt have met all kinds of people , and you.
after i wake up in the middle of the night as i feel numb like i just want my life to be fucked up as well as a good one?