Posts made by peepeed420

@Quatre HAPPY BIRTHDAY THALES WOAH ONE WHOLE YEAR OLDER???? TIME FLIES BY SO FAST :,) could make a grown teenage woman cry IM SO PROUD OF YOUU

@The-Mods thank you so much for the advice:) sometimes i like to go into this wooded area in my backyard and just sit in the trees. i will be sure to do that more often!!!! again, thank you<3

@Thales_BG THANK YOU SO MUCHHHHHH:) your advice is so insightful! my parents aren’t really uhh “on board” with therapy but once i become independent that’s probably going to be the first thing i’ll go to! i’ve been suspecting the immense anger is a defense mechanism because i’ve been sexually harassed by guys for a while. my father also raised me to be the “don’t take shit from anyone” kind of girl, so that resulted in me physically harming people whenever they bothered me as a child. AGAIN THANK YOU SO MUCHHHH<3 i hope you are doing well

@kaia_ i totally understand that! bottling up emotions makes things worse so i’ll be sure to let out dem angry tears!!

@kaia_ thank you for the advice:)))) that reminds me of how people say “i’m so angry i’m about to erupt” but instead of erupt i anger i shall erupt with tears>:) THANK YOU AGAIN<3

hiiiiiiiii^^ lately, i have been having some trouble with my temper... i have a history of having pretty bad anger management issues. throughout the past year, i have been doing extremely well with my temper. extremely well as in people never saw me angry. however, around three days ago, i felt something just snap, and my temper suddenly got extremely short! i really don’t want to go back to how i used to be because i caused harm to so many people, emotionally and physically. i would even break things. i don’t want to hurt anyone again. i think the thing that caused my temper to shorten all of a sudden was stress from school. i am seventeen, and i am in my junior year attending virtual school. recently, i have been told to help my older sister with her classes so she can graduate, so it has been double stress. i have also been distancing myself from my friends because i don’t want to accidentally snap at them. i also have a lot of assignments to do, so i don’t really have that much time to contact them. thankfully, the physical violence regarding my anger has not come back. however, i can still hurt people emotionally, which i absolutely do not want to do. thank you so much!!

i know i am just a stranger to you, but i care for you. you are not alone. i am also confused about my sexuality. i cannot tell if i am heterosexual or asexual. all of the guys i have come across have always sexually harassed me and attempted to manipulate me into going out with them. like you, i also do not think i am enough for my parents. we crave validation, but aren’t met with it even when we try to excel in school. allow me to say this, even though your parents may not appear to be proud, i am extremely proud of you. you have come so far. you are so strong. i also have the whole political situation in my house. it hurts to hear a family member agree with such horrid ideas. my mother and father are trump supporters, whereas my sister and i are not. my parents are always constantly yelling at the tv. it gets so loud. whenever my sister and i express our side, we get shot down immediately and tension grows. we can all get through this together.