hiiiiiiiii^^ lately, i have been having some trouble with my temper... i have a history of having pretty bad anger management issues. throughout the past year, i have been doing extremely well with my temper. extremely well as in people never saw me angry. however, around three days ago, i felt something just snap, and my temper suddenly got extremely short! i really don’t want to go back to how i used to be because i caused harm to so many people, emotionally and physically. i would even break things. i don’t want to hurt anyone again. i think the thing that caused my temper to shorten all of a sudden was stress from school. i am seventeen, and i am in my junior year attending virtual school. recently, i have been told to help my older sister with her classes so she can graduate, so it has been double stress. i have also been distancing myself from my friends because i don’t want to accidentally snap at them. i also have a lot of assignments to do, so i don’t really have that much time to contact them. thankfully, the physical violence regarding my anger has not come back. however, i can still hurt people emotionally, which i absolutely do not want to do. thank you so much!!

OKAY, HEAR ME OUT!!! i know this topic has been debated for years, B U T some people say water isn’t wet because it doesn’t have a dry state. this is where hydrophobic water comes in.

i know it’s not 100% H2O and has some fumed silica components, B U T DOES THIS STILL APPLY?? i started wondering because someone in the comments of the youtube video brought it up. it really got me thinking... i don’t really know if water is wet or not but i can see why people think it is not wet. in this case, water is not originally dry to begin with. isn’t this hydrophobic water another way of saying “extremely wet fumed silica”? i have no idea! i’ve been debating ever since i have watched the youtube video..

i want to sing along to a song, but it’s in japanese. i don’t know if my pronunciation is alright. i am also thinking of learning how to speak japanese when i have time, so i need to know if i’m pronouncing things correctly anyway. my first language is english and i don’t know any other language SO if i were to post something on here, would it get any feedback??? i don’t really see many posts about something like this on here, but i just wanted to know if i’m better off asking on youtube or something even though i’ve never posted anything. THANK YOUUUUU^^

during my years in middle school, i would always argue with guys and push them against my locker if they did something i didn’t like. i started to notice a trend.. most of the guys i disputed with often ended up asking me out. in my elementary and middle school years, i didn’t j u s t push people against a locker.... i was pretty violent when it came to people (specifically guys because they were the only ones doing the things) who irritated, annoyed, or made me uncomfortable. I PROMISE IM NOT AS VIOLENT ANYMORE but i was just wondering if people find such behavior attractive. i didn’t do such things in hopes to attract anyone, i did it to yk make people s t o p. does it assert dominance, which can seem attractive??? i remember i went on omegle (don’t ask why there out of all places) and asked this random guy if boys think violence is attractive. he said that it shows how close the person is to another. i understand what he said, and i just want to know everyone’s opinions. i feel like this topic is closely related to how a bunch of simps say stuff like “please step on me”

@Flintt hmmm there are a lot of games out there, but i tend to shift towards rpgs and rhythm games to divert my attention:) i would play cod on mobile and genshin impact. as for rhythm games... there are a t o n of them! if you ever think about downloading a rhythm game, pick one that has songs that suit your interest. i have rhythm games from specific fandoms>:) GOOD LUCKKKKK

@Quatre HAPPY BIRTHDAY THALES WOAH ONE WHOLE YEAR OLDER???? TIME FLIES BY SO FAST :,) could make a grown teenage woman cry IM SO PROUD OF YOUU

@hey_you RIGHT i have heard many people compare it to how something can be on fire but fire itself cannot be on fire because that’s what it is...but at the same time water is not the only thing that makes things wet. any liquid can make solids wet, so that makes me think of another question.. can liquids make other liquids wet??? when some liquids are mixed with water, they are diluted, but what about when the liquids have different densities? for example, oil and water have different densities and do not mix, so does adding water to oil make the oil wet?? does this make the water wet???? if oil makes water wet, then would that mean water is not wet when it’s alone??

@Pp-26 OHMYGOSH that makes so much sense! people like people who can defend themselves. woahhhh it’s like the “ohmygosh they’re so cool” effect. we are both assertive and swaggy in the eyes of others B)

@The-Mods thank you so much for the advice:) sometimes i like to go into this wooded area in my backyard and just sit in the trees. i will be sure to do that more often!!!! again, thank you<3

@ĞÖÖŠÍÄĤ GOOD POINT

@belltheblueberry I LOVE ANIME, DRAWING, AND GENSHIN TOOOO>:DD kazuhas banner is coming tomorrow and i have been freaking out BUT ANYWAY i haven’t really been that active on here HOWEVER i just got my computer working, so i will probably be on here more often^^

school is finally overrrrrr>;D i have been making a lot of plans with my friends. most of these plans are like paint gun fights, going to the arcade, watching movies, hanging out, but nothing big. do you guys have any exciting things planned?? OH AND any ideas of what else to do during the summer???

@kaia_ WAIT REALLY??? i did not know that>:0

@D-dvd there’s still timeeee!! i believe you can learn it, especially since you now know what you have done wrong while learning:) thank you so much for your advice!

@D-dvd you’re right:) don’t want to get too ahead of myself..

@D-dvd OHHHHH that makes so much sense! thank you:) so it creates a memorable moment, to which people tend to overthink. i think the lack of experience in recognizing love was the key answer i was looking for, since i’m still young

@Cold-Sun shhhh that was my top secret weapon

@kaia_ I TOTALLY UNDERSTAND i’m not that violent anymore but my dad was that one “YEAHHHH VIOLENCE!!! GUNS, BLOOD, DEATH” guy and raised me to always fight back which i later realized was not really something a grade schooler should be thinking about. continuously turning to violent measures is sooooo unnecessary and backfires a lotttt.

@Pp-26 OHMYGOSH that makes so much sense! people like people who can defend themselves. woahhhh it’s like the “ohmygosh they’re so cool” effect. we are both assertive and swaggy in the eyes of others B)

@Cold-Sun ohhhhhhh i used to have push up competitions with guys, and i would always win them. i guess that goes into the physical strength category. after fifth grade, i incorporated the good ol’ pencil