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hiiiiiiiii^^ lately, i have been having some trouble with my temper... i have a history of having pretty bad anger management issues. throughout the past year, i have been doing extremely well with my temper. extremely well as in people never saw me angry. however, around three days ago, i felt something just snap, and my temper suddenly got extremely short! i really don’t want to go back to how i used to be because i caused harm to so many people, emotionally and physically. i would even break things. i don’t want to hurt anyone again. i think the thing that caused my temper to shorten all of a sudden was stress from school. i am seventeen, and i am in my junior year attending virtual school. recently, i have been told to help my older sister with her classes so she can graduate, so it has been double stress. i have also been distancing myself from my friends because i don’t want to accidentally snap at them. i also have a lot of assignments to do, so i don’t really have that much time to contact them. thankfully, the physical violence regarding my anger has not come back. however, i can still hurt people emotionally, which i absolutely do not want to do. thank you so much!!

OKAY, HEAR ME OUT!!! i know this topic has been debated for years, B U T some people say water isn’t wet because it doesn’t have a dry state. this is where hydrophobic water comes in.

i know it’s not 100% H2O and has some fumed silica components, B U T DOES THIS STILL APPLY?? i started wondering because someone in the comments of the youtube video brought it up. it really got me thinking... i don’t really know if water is wet or not but i can see why people think it is not wet. in this case, water is not originally dry to begin with. isn’t this hydrophobic water another way of saying “extremely wet fumed silica”? i have no idea! i’ve been debating ever since i have watched the youtube video..

i want to sing along to a song, but it’s in japanese. i don’t know if my pronunciation is alright. i am also thinking of learning how to speak japanese when i have time, so i need to know if i’m pronouncing things correctly anyway. my first language is english and i don’t know any other language SO if i were to post something on here, would it get any feedback??? i don’t really see many posts about something like this on here, but i just wanted to know if i’m better off asking on youtube or something even though i’ve never posted anything. THANK YOUUUUU^^

during my years in middle school, i would always argue with guys and push them against my locker if they did something i didn’t like. i started to notice a trend.. most of the guys i disputed with often ended up asking me out. in my elementary and middle school years, i didn’t j u s t push people against a locker.... i was pretty violent when it came to people (specifically guys because they were the only ones doing the things) who irritated, annoyed, or made me uncomfortable. I PROMISE IM NOT AS VIOLENT ANYMORE but i was just wondering if people find such behavior attractive. i didn’t do such things in hopes to attract anyone, i did it to yk make people s t o p. does it assert dominance, which can seem attractive??? i remember i went on omegle (don’t ask why there out of all places) and asked this random guy if boys think violence is attractive. he said that it shows how close the person is to another. i understand what he said, and i just want to know everyone’s opinions. i feel like this topic is closely related to how a bunch of simps say stuff like “please step on me”

@Flintt hmmm there are a lot of games out there, but i tend to shift towards rpgs and rhythm games to divert my attention:) i would play cod on mobile and genshin impact. as for rhythm games... there are a t o n of them! if you ever think about downloading a rhythm game, pick one that has songs that suit your interest. i have rhythm games from specific fandoms>:) GOOD LUCKKKKK

@Quatre HAPPY BIRTHDAY THALES WOAH ONE WHOLE YEAR OLDER???? TIME FLIES BY SO FAST :,) could make a grown teenage woman cry IM SO PROUD OF YOUU

@hey_you RIGHT i have heard many people compare it to how something can be on fire but fire itself cannot be on fire because that’s what it is...but at the same time water is not the only thing that makes things wet. any liquid can make solids wet, so that makes me think of another question.. can liquids make other liquids wet??? when some liquids are mixed with water, they are diluted, but what about when the liquids have different densities? for example, oil and water have different densities and do not mix, so does adding water to oil make the oil wet?? does this make the water wet???? if oil makes water wet, then would that mean water is not wet when it’s alone??

@Pp-26 OHMYGOSH that makes so much sense! people like people who can defend themselves. woahhhh it’s like the “ohmygosh they’re so cool” effect. we are both assertive and swaggy in the eyes of others B)

@The-Mods thank you so much for the advice:) sometimes i like to go into this wooded area in my backyard and just sit in the trees. i will be sure to do that more often!!!! again, thank you<3

@ĞÖÖŠÍÄĤ GOOD POINT

@Thales_BG WOAH IDK IF THE TOPIC WAS ABOUT YOU SPECIFICALLY BUT HAPPY BIRTHDAYYYYYYYY (if it wasn’t then HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAYYYYY) 🎉 🎈 🎊

@Sunday_ RIGHT i remember when the discussion used to be so popular everyone would just be like “are you dumb??? of course it is!” and just end the argument with that lmao which is why i never really thought about the topic back then, BUT NOW youtube recommendations have caught my attention

@Thales_BG THANK YOU SO MUCHHHHHH:) your advice is so insightful! my parents aren’t really uhh “on board” with therapy but once i become independent that’s probably going to be the first thing i’ll go to! i’ve been suspecting the immense anger is a defense mechanism because i’ve been sexually harassed by guys for a while. my father also raised me to be the “don’t take shit from anyone” kind of girl, so that resulted in me physically harming people whenever they bothered me as a child. AGAIN THANK YOU SO MUCHHHH<3 i hope you are doing well

@Sunday_ OHMYGOSH- BWHAHDJA thats brutal! and pretty funny sorry ahaha that’s one way to end a debate

@kaia_ i totally understand that! bottling up emotions makes things worse so i’ll be sure to let out dem angry tears!!

@AllAboutGay you are so right! does this mean the h in h2o stands for homo?

@kaia_ thank you for the advice:)))) that reminds me of how people say “i’m so angry i’m about to erupt” but instead of erupt i anger i shall erupt with tears>:) THANK YOU AGAIN<3

@Cold-Sun woahhhh thank you for the information and advice!!

sometimes i get flashbacks of unpleasant past events when i am put in a certain situation. recently, i seemed to have had a reaction to one of those flashbacks. i don’t really know how to explain it, but i remember i started shaking. during this time, i went somewhere with my sister. my parents didn’t come with us, so it was just my sister and i in the car heading to walmart. i rarely go to places with just my sister and i. the last time i went somewhere with my sister, i did not have a very good time. during that trip to walmart, i could not stop thinking about that prior experience. my friends say it was probably because the experience was traumatic. i am not really sure... can any experience be traumatic?? i haven’t thought about that past experience until recently. the experience wasn’t even as bad as some other experiences, but that was the only time i’ve had such a reaction. i feel like my unconscious mind sees the event as more sinister than my conscious mind does....but why a bad memory that isn’t as severe as the others??? sorry for being so vague!!!! war flashbacks, am i right???

@Flintt OH- i see what you mean lmao makes sense