Posts made by mvie_20

Hi @Vivien1-8 ! I'm Mavi. Would love to be one of ur penpals if ur up for it. Just let me know I could dm you my telegram or ig ^^

Same to you, hope all goes well for you out there

Someone wants me to play the role mistress and have me dominate him

@sonali_ind9798 I was told to be confident in doing things that I wanted and to make friends with people who'll help lift me up but was afraid to do so hence I'm regretting it now.

@davitchen what do u do about that then? Can I get an advice? To be honest though in my country were family oriented and also conservative and maybe because of that I'm emotionally attached to them and maybe that's why I keep holding hope tho they're making it really mentally draining for me

@No-one-knows-me yea and the thing is I still held hope that things will get better but it just gets harder everytime they repeatedly do it, I can't say out loud that I'm tired and that I'm not okay anymore.

I'm tired. Everything is tiring. I simply want to have a peace of mind. But even that is difficult to achieve.

P.s. no need to respond to this just venting out.

@Aimee I'll tell myself "Be realistic and stop overthinking, do what you love to do and that you do not have to always follow what others wants you to do and what you have to be. Just be carefree and keep things that matters to you only. Make friends but keep only those who are truly good to you and give the same effort as you are to them. Moreover, do not dwell to much on every mistakes you make. Instead practice more, put effort and work hard as much as how you want it. Also to never forget to appreciate and say your thanks to people who helps you in times you're down also to people who are sincere to you. I would also like to advice myself to be responsible for the things or actions you make. And to stand your ground.

Thank you @ayyboyy_2007 you are also strong to handle all those beatings as well. You take care also and keep safe. 🙏

@janet thank you 😊. You are so sweet. Also I appreciate your advice and I am glad you were able to walk and left early from a person who is like that as well. I will be taking your advice. Hoping you are doing well as well 💕

Have you experience your parents gaslighting you without them consciously knowing it? How did you handle that? Did u ever explain to them that what they're doing at that time was wrong? If you did, how did u do it? My mother has been doing it a lot and just noticed it now, I thought before what she was saying was right and that it was good for me but looking at it right now I think there's something wrong with how she was controlling my every action, words I should say and how I should be feeling. It's making me sad and suffocate though I do not like these, I also do not want to get mad at them but these been bothering and hurting me so I would like to hear your thoughts or experience about these.
Thanks for hearing me out btw.

Thank you @AXES I do art sometimes and do listen to music too. Or go out and enjoy some air outside. But there are times when it don't work that way. But still thank you, I appreciate your help.

@The-Mods thank you, I will try this. Also, I appreciate your advice :)

Hello, I am Mavie. Sorry for intruding. But I greatly appreciate your help and opinions. So, yes. First, I am not sure if this is anxiety working on my head. Never been diagnosed and I think never would be 'cause of resources and other people views here in my country. But yea, I've been feeling under the weather this days. I don't understand myself and always feel tired. And I just don't want to do anything. Also, my thoughts are just so loud. They're not good they're the bad and dark thoughts. I have a history of harming myself before and I have this idea of expressing pain through slicing my arm. Like just that when I see blood coming out it makes me feel relieve like a heavy burden been lift up from me. However, that was before. I don't do that now. Because I just feel empty, lost that kind of feels. But really, I just don't understand myself these months and days, it's getting harder to control my thoughts and emotion. I always feel bad though there's nothing to feel bad. And it's affecting my studies. So I want to ask for your help or any advices if you may. Again thank you for taking the time in reading this.

@Alyzae I only leave them to soak in water for minutes, but I don't wash them with soap.

I'm not sure if I should call it imagination, however I have these experiences where I felt that everytime I tried to hurt myself God would be there like He'll make things or my situation a bit better and then puff it would be all the same routine again.

Friendly reminder: please don't judge me. Just sharing. Hope you guys have a great day.

@laylaa_ I see TT

@laylaa_ n here I am the only one who got the wrong answer (~_~メ)

@Sushiiii when you're too immersed with what u are reading have you ever had the thought of wanting that specific fictional novel characters to be real people?

@Raye Right now my worst fear is telling my parents I just failed one of my major subject in my course 😓