Posts made by leelah

I love it. Please don't die. Even if life sucks at least you're alive.

My family never talked to us about sex. I was raped by a 16 year old at 14 when I lost my virginity and he blew me off laughing afterwards. Later a college boy gave me herpes at 16 and blew me off afterwards. I lived in a small town and when I told my bestfriend she told someone and the whole school found out. I moved away and had a child with an idiot at 20 but at least he was nice. We split because he was too dumb though. He got with a young psycho that harassed me at least a couple times a month. She pretends to be him and makes me out to be some horrible person I am not. I found out I was pregnant a few weeks after my first grand mal seizure and was having horrible seizures around my period every month for years. My memory from this time is shot. I can't drive. I have no family where I live. It gets more expensive every year. I just left my ex in September after 5 years because he was a grouch and couldn't keep a job. But because I'm screwed up I let him stay in my place in my bed while I slept on the couch. My alcoholic father is dying from liver failure and my mother hides her wine but insists she doesn't have a problem. She feels like shit every day. Therapy is helping but damn. I say it could be worse and that helps me be grateful.

@AlphaSon I am not ready either. My heart aches.

I had to delete mine because I used it too much

@barryneedsome Facebook has connected the entire world. Almost every country has people using it.

@barryneedsome very true. But they are being heard. Face to face communication is very important.

@barryneedsome what do they do now?

@barryneedsome I would like living in that time because of the hope for peace.

@barryneedsome why?

@Sabo-go-thud Ouch. At least we live in a time where you can go to medieval fairs. Thanks dad! I understand.

@Roney1718 that's sad. It makes me feel better to think that people that are cruel are suffering more than me. They must have had a hard life.

@Roney1718 what do you mean by public humiliation?

I'm afraid of starvation.

People can find something wrong with anyone.

Or country? Body? World? Or not at all?

A woman I have so much respect for once said "only a bad parent doesn't think they are a bad parent".

I am afraid of people and myself going through terrible suffering.

@Sabo-go-thud I hope for happiness too

@cjko "comparison is the thief of all joy" - I can't remember

Do you believe life will be better or worse for the next generation