@pranay-kohli yep ok I'll pack my bags rn shall and click my fingers and all the pain,sorrow and regret will all jus fade away right...
Posts made by James C-137
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RE: My shitty life in a nutshell
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RE: Trying to find a reason to Live :(
@anythingwhatever cheers man also do u know anything about linux
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RE: Trying to find a reason to Live :(
@anythingwhatever chuck us a follow my dude
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RE: My shitty life in a nutshell
@Canadian-guy don't have a grandmother man don't have any uncles my last i had was shot in a drive by in Sydney. Uncle Fred didn't deserve that but he was heavily involved with a lotta drug dealers and gang members. And talking to a teacher i would rather go back to counciling lmao but cheers for ur support none the less bud😅
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RE: My shitty life in a nutshell
@Canadian-guy I've tried counciling but all it does is make me feel frustrated but they act like they know what I'm going through and all it does is make me uncomfortable I've tried many times.
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My shitty life in a nutshell
I lost my real mum while being conseived that was the hardest thing i had to learn to accept, so at the age of 7 i lost my little brother mason when he was born they couldn't help him breathe i saw my little brother die in front of eyes when i was 9 i lost my great nan she had died in her sleep and i was still very young when i was just 9 and a half i lost my friend of 3 years arron he killed himself cause he was sick and his dad coming home every night drunk bashing him and and his mum always getting beat up. Theres that when i was ten i lost my pop that i loved soo much we were practically best freinds he died of a stroke and cause he also had really bad emphysema from smoking he died at the age of 61. After that me my step mum and step dad moved up here to Queensland where i started a new school never had counciling either. Anyway 5 years had now passed i was a month turning sixteen and i lost my best friend rohan he hung himself from his ceiling fan. I then could understand pain my body broke i couldn't breathe for a long time i couldn't smile till i met this girl named isabel i was with her 1 year 1 month she made me soo happy i thought things were getting better for me till she decided to fck some guy behind my shoulder for a total of 4 months it was only till after a month after our yearly anniversary i found out and dumped her miserable as fck i was then i lost my dad a week before turning seventeen. He died from terminal lung cancer he was only 31 then 6 months after that i lost my sister stepmom and my pop after they crashed into a tree i was put into foster care after that and ive been miserable since. Because of this I've been doing drugs i started smoking pot when i was 16 and smokin tobacco when i was seventeen. Ive had 3 suicide attempts and my life is jus a constant burden to me i wish i didn't have to go through all this shit alone. Ive been hurt too much in my lifetime i hope i have shed any light on anyone who doesn't already know about this crappy life of mine. If you have any further questions or any details I've probs left out leave it in the comm field's below. Have a great rest of you day peeps.☺ Also I've prayed to a god i don't believe in even that don't ease the pain. Peace James out✌
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RE: Trying to find a reason to Live :(
@Canadian-guy That means alot man ☺ch33rs
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RE: When you carry me
@Wicked_ Dude i actually like this alot man u got some talent i tell ya what aye
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RE: Trying to find a reason to Live :(
@XD7 TBH the pain u have can most likley be cured mine can't bud no matter how times i pray to a god that i don't believe in 😟
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RE: VIRTUAL ME VS REAL ME!!!
@Canadian-guy Yeah i suppose haha only just and it's all thx to this place it makes me happy and smile.
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RE: VIRTUAL ME VS REAL ME!!!
@Pepsigurl I'm pre sure u already know my story babe but ill put it here for future reference. I lost my real mum while being conseived, So at the age of 7 i lost my little brother mason when he was born they couldn't help him breathe i saw my little brother die in front of eyes when i was 9 i lost my great nan she had died in her sleep and i was still very young when i was just 9 and a half i lost my friend of 3 years arron he killed himself cause he was sick and his dad coming home every night drunk bashing him and and his mum always getting beat up. Theres that when i was ten i lost my pop that i loved soo much we were practically best freinds he died of a stroke and cause he also had really bad emphysema from smoking he died at the age of 61 After that me my step mum and step dad moved up here to Queensland where i started a new school never had counciling either. Anyway 5 years had now passed i was a month turning sixteen and i lost my best friend rohan he hung himself from his ceiling fan. I then could understand pain my body broke i couldn't breathe for a long time i couldn't smile till i met this girl named isabel i was with her 1 year 1 month she made me soo happy i thought things were getting better for me till she decided to fck some guy behind my shoulder for a total of 4 months it was only till after a month after our yearly anniversary i found out and dumped her miserable as fck i was then i lost my dad a week before turning seventeen. He died from terminal lung cancer he was only 31 then 6 months after that i lost my sister stepmom and my pop after they crashed into a tree i was put into foster care after that and ive been miserable since and yeah so a that's my story pre shitty one but hope u enjoyed lmao
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RE: Soooooo for my morning topic I want to know what everyone’s favorite scary movies
@OinkerKoinz NGL but would u guys be so kind to take this this to pm/dm whatever u wanna call it sick of getting constant notifs for no reason. Thx have a great day 😊
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RE: Soooooo for my morning topic I want to know what everyone’s favorite scary movies
@XxDaisy-chanxX NGL but would u guys be so kind to take this this to pm/dm whatever u wanna call it sick of getting constant notifs for no reason. Thx have a great day 😊
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(Chucky) (ITPennywise) (The Purge)Remixs😍😍😍🎶
Honesty What more could you want this is a mash of all my favorite movies into some sck beats and remixs😍✌👌 Hope you all Enjoy 😊
Josh A & Jake Hill - PENNYWISE:
Vairo - Nightmare (Official Music Video):
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RE: Soooooo for my morning topic I want to know what everyone’s favorite scary movies
@Wicked_ Fckn aye my dude ☺ do i know u or something i feel like i do jus don't remember.
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RE: Soooooo for my morning topic I want to know what everyone’s favorite scary movies
Anyone ever seen (Cabin in the woods) its funny i really like it i dunno if anyone here has seen it.
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RE: Soooooo for my morning topic I want to know what everyone’s favorite scary movies
@Wicked_ But i gotta say IT the book was a very good read. Hey you know what horror movie I'm not the biggest fan of. Its not cause cause it's scary or anything-(cause it really isn't😂) was The movie Annabelle that was stupid sucks that its based of something real i feel they kinda ripped off my all time favorite movie series chucky because that was really well done tbh.
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RE: Soooooo for my morning topic I want to know what everyone’s favorite scary movies
@Wicked_ (IT)The movie was pretty lame compared to the book the movie was jus full of jump scares tbh the only thing i will say that was good about the movie, was that they were able to put in some perspective of the book like the characters matched really well not so much the actual time stamp of the book and the movie both are very different. Thx for ur time have a good one peace out😊👌✌
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RE: Soooooo for my morning topic I want to know what everyone’s favorite scary movies
@XxDaisy-chanxX haha we chill they aren't even scary i jus like them alot lmao but yeah sure 😊
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RE: Soooooo for my morning topic I want to know what everyone’s favorite scary movies
@XxDaisy-chanxX Thx they are my all time favs I've watched them all hundreds of times they are all jus that good i reckon anyway.😊