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This heart of glass was broken a long time ago. It has given up on ever trying to fix its self or finding someone to fix it or help fix it. Everyone looked at it in disgust. The edges were to sharp and jagged. The pieces to small. The glass to ugly and dirty. Because the fact of it is, the heart had been stained black before it was broken. It had been through so much that it shattered. To many people had trampled on it, three things at it and even tried to cut it that It couldn't hold on any longer. One day it had had enough And finally just broke. But one day, the heart met someone who was actually willing to try to fix it. The heart couldn't believe it, the heart wouldn't believe it. And still yet the person tried and tried and tried to fix the heart. It was hard and tiring and painful becuase they got cut. But yet the person still persisted. And the heart tried to get rid of them three times thinking that maybe if he did that he wouldn't get to attached to them. And thinking that they'd leave anyway so the heart would just shatter again. But they didn't leave, they stayed. They persisted and wanted to fix the heart. So the heart finally gave up and put all its trust and love into that one person so they could be fixed. But along the journey the heart still tried to get rid of them by cutting them very deep three times. But yet still the person persisted and never gave up. And then they realized that the most important piece of that heart was missing. It was the key piece to how everything works. So that person took a piece of their own heart to fix that heart. And so finally when the heart was fixed and glued and taped back together he felt safe with that person. And loved that person. So when the time came to pull the tape off he looked even better than his old self. And that person took and washed that heart and scrubbed and scrubbed and scrubbed and eventually what was underneath that heart, was a big red loving, caring heart. And so that person kept that heart and cherished it.

Y'all I tried to write a story. And yeah you already guessed it, I was the broken heart and @Abby-83 was the person who came along and fixed me.

Yo I think we should make @RAGNAR admin. He's pretty much built this site himself. All the videos, tutorials, pictures, designs, every thing. I think he would be a better admin. I mean everyone already thinks he is. So what do y'all think?

So like have y'all ever made a promise to someone that you knew you couldn't keep? Like have you promised something that only happens in dreams? How do you make that dream become a reality? How can you change yourself for someone else? Because you want to but you don't even know how to start changing yourself. You dont know how to let things go. You wanna change but you're scared to. You're scared to take that leap of faith because what if that person cant catch you? What if you fall? What if you fall and they let you lie there on the cold hard ground? Because you get so stuck in a certain way of life that you dont think that maybe there's a better life. Maybe you are kust destined to stay like this forever. But you know you don't deserve tyat person but they stay anyway. So you just try to cover up your old life with some paint and glue. But it fails and the paint falls off and the cracks and dents get bigger. Until one day they explode and then you're sitting there in your old way of life crying because you realize you just lost the most important person in the world to you. How do you change that? How do you change for that person? How do you make yourself better? How do you our 100% of your faith in someone who you know can handle it. They can take all the depression, anxiety, fear, everything. How do you give it all to them? So I guess my question is, is how do you change for someone? How do you take that leap of faith? Praying they will catch you. Knowing they will but focusing to much on the what ifs. How do you change that?

@im-a-bae workout, play football, watch tv, ride meh bike, watch more tv, Woodburn, take pics, watch more tv, play with meh pupper, watch more tv, as of now trying to take care of three baby rabbits, oh also Idk if I said this but watch more tv, also listen to music, and you guessed it watch more tv.

I'm leaving the site guys. Idk I just need time to think. Idk how long I'll be gone or if I'll even be gone. Bye y'all I wish you all the very best. And to my fam (you know who you are) I love you all with all my heart and always stay strong guys.

So it seems Like everyone is leaving, so I guess I'm gonna join. I'm sorry for ever bringing my bullshit self here. I'm sorry for all the dumb ass posts I made I'm sorry for basically everything and y'all should be happy because you dont have to deal with it any more. I'm sorry for messing up so many lives but I'm leaving so that others may stay. And for those of you who hate my whole "kills self" thing that's a very real subject for me. I've had to actually watch several of my friends kill themselves or have died. Like I had one girlfriend who has a brain tumor and had one month to live and the doctors misdiagnosed it and she died a few days later. I was a a video call with a friend watching them cut them self and slowly bleed out knowing I couldn't do anything and I tried everything to get them to stop. I had a beat friend who one day Just stopped talking to me, a week later I found how he killed himself. I was one another video call and I had to watch my friend overdose. And on another video call I watched My friend cut her wrists with a razor. Thank God she decided to stop the bleeding. But my point is I have those thoughts and their memories run thru my head every damn day knowing I could have saved them. But I wasn't able to. So yeah everyday when I say "kills self" I think about them and the reason they killed themselves. One thought she was to ugly. The other found out his gf was cheating. And the other girl her parents were divorced and she was forced to live with her brother. Because her parents were also not very good ones. Both were addicted to drugs. So my point is don't judge or get mad at someone because they say something. Ask them why they say it. And Not just get all pissed off and leave because they say it to much. So bye y'all.

@odin pretty much felt like it. And really? You think you know how I handle things but you truly have no damn idea how I handle things. All those posts and all that shit was in the past. As I said keep up.

The title pretty much says it all. Just took some time off to figure some things out and become a little more sane lol. But yeah I'm back for good this time. So old friends hmu let's talk and catch up, and new people hmu cause I'm always down to meet new people and make new friends. I promise I dont bite lol 🙃

You you guessed it! Its a food poll! Pick one!

@willoww aww thanks! For me its
@Abby-83
@RAGNAR
@Willoww
@football_m29
@Kat_15
@Lucifer_
@US-poet

I thought I was yo fwiend. 😞😢

That's right! Issa poll!!!!! Alright guys. Do you think I should get this Captain America suit or not? Do you think I'd look good in it?

Hey everybody thats been here for me, I cant thank y'all enough for helping me, but I just feel like my time has come, so I'll see y'all probably at some point maybe talk to y'all who knows, but for now this is goodbye, see y'all in the other side. A special thanks tho to @Willoww @RAGNAR @football_m29 and @Zazzles for everything y'all have done for me.

@willow I told you I'm having an identity crisis. Okie well first off we have @Captain_Marvel next we have @Willow then we have @Zoobie then we have @ODIN and next we have @Kat_15

Despite the fact that that sounds like a Katy Perry song its not what I'm talking about here. I'm making a poll peeps. So hot or cold showers?

Seriously tho, have y'all ever thought about the fact that we are all basicaly dying. Like seriously the moment we come into this world we are like already dying. Cause everyday that goes by we are a day closer to the day we die. Like damn I never thought about that. So stop wasting time and start crossing the stuff off that you wanna do before you die cause pretty soon it could be to late ya know. Like you never know what tomorrow holds. Like that has me like freaked out big time! So y'all start doimg what y'all want to do!

@hazard

Aight guys which Captain America suit should I get?

1. From the first movie
   
2. From the first Avengers
   
3. The Winter Soldier
   
4. Captain America Civil War
   
5. Avengers Infinity War
   
6. Or Hydra
   

Ok can we just talk about this for a sec. I mean I get the fact of all this but 36 and 10? Really? Thats like dating your dad or something. Like that's a bit extreme.

@willow I'm just trying to figure which one is me because there's about 3 different ones. And you know what I'm sorry if I never personally pmed you, I'm sorry if it seemed like all I wanted to do is to die, and I'm sorry if I seem like an attention getter to you but you know I've never actually had anyone who has ever cared about me. Ever. No one to say oh you look nice today or you look good today. No one to care enough to see if I was alright. I've never had anyone ever so I'm sorry if it feels like I used you or whatever but that's not the truth. And hell yeah everyone loves willow! And I swear point me in the direction of these fucking assholes that did this. Because no one lemme make this clear NO ONE messes with my family. Cause they mess with one person they get all of us. Trust me there's a lot more than just me. So please don't go let's just find a way to work this out. After its what we should all do. Everyone just needs to sit down and work their shit out. And I know this is to long and you will probably ignore it or whatever but I just want you to know I fucking cared enough to write this at 2 am so. That probably means nothing to you but y'all probably will never understand. So I'll shut up now and go crawl back in the hell hole I escaped from.