The image of my body has been weighing me down for the better part of my teenage years.
I've always wanted to be like every other girl - to have my curves and sides symmetrical. To have boys fall for me or at least just look at me.
And I try my best to portray myself in a cute, pretty manner on my instagram. But it can't change the way people see me and see my body in person.
If not to have a 'basic pretty' body, at least to have someone to talk to about these feelings - but its just that not one understands. No one can relate. Amongst all few trusted people I've shared this with, everyone simply cringed and turned the other way. And I felt alone in the world, as the only girl who looked like me - constantly longing to be understood and accepted.
I've been trying not to focus on it as much anymore, but the I'm not sure if the pain of knowing I'm built completely that everyone else is hard to shake off - and I'm not sure it ever will.
Posts made by 05baby
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I'm an under-cooked main dish.
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RE: What are your views on the LGBTQ+ community?
@Jesssssss What do you think is gay?
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What are your views on the LGBTQ+ community?
Please try being respectful in your responses. You can ask for my views on the topic as well.
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RE: Bye Everyone!❤😁 and Thanks EVERYONE for EVERYTHING!!!! ❤
@Sam29 What the hell? Why? This isn't cool at all.
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RE: Just one person
@Justina2957 Thanks so much for the support, I just got to talk to some people. I feel a lot better now.
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RE: Just one person
@Edward2k You have to follow me first, it doesn't work if I just try to dm you.
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RE: Just one person
@Edward2k Thanks, can we chat privately pls, I don't want everybody to know about my feelings.
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Just one person
I just need one person that I can talk to about all my problems. Just someone I can talk to and cry to about all the things wrong with me and with my life. Someone to be friends with. If one of you guys is a good listener, I'de like to just talk to you about some stuff.
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RE: This is what I really look like
@Indrid-Cold No, there's a deeper meaning to it than that.
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RE: This is what I really look like
@Lazz Thanks, I think my contacts really go with the neon outfit.
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RE: is cereal soup?
Oh fuck, it isn't I made a mistake. Soup is defined as: liquid dish, typically savoury and made by boiling meat, fish, or vegetables etc. in stock or water.
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RE: How do y'all feel about this video?
@auntiesbeansalad @Tag That was extremely unnecessary. At this time, I would like to ask for you to please delete the post that you have made.
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RE: How do y'all feel about this video?
@Angelyoung13 And then, she did everything in her power to get him to do "what was best for him".
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RE: How do y'all feel about this video?
@sarah_the_magpie She certainly is, although I believe that they both played major roles in his decision to die. He continually made her feel as though dying was what was best for him, until she finally felt as though it was.
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RE: How do y'all feel about this video?
@Angelyoung13 But, it makes sense for you to disagree