we may seem like we have that pretty rose-colored life but we don't.
all my life , i've been a great sister , a good friend as well as a good daughter . i try to be someone i'm not and that's where i went wrong.I didnt care about myself , i just wanted others to be happy , and in a way it slowly consumed and that was the fact where i thought 'will anybody care for all the things that ive done for them?' and guess what , they don't. i live with a group of backstabbers and liers. a society that is so ruthless.

I was just standing across the hall staring at him. he took no notice of me whatsoever, I wanted to cry, and i was crying on the inside knowing that i cannot do anything about him. ? i wanted him so badly , like how a kid wanted that candy by the store badly . then again , its the past . it is better to let it stay as a memory than to interrupt what I have now , if i haven't done that i wouldnt have met all kinds of people , and you.

after i wake up in the middle of the night as i feel numb like i just want my life to be fucked up as well as a good one?

the only reason i found this site is because i was really bored and i wanted to make some new friends. when i stumbled across this site , i thought it would be lame , but it turned out to be something nice. made a alot of new friends here :)

ever since i was a little kid , ive felt that i was connected with music , it always made me happy and brought me into a unknown world i could express myself . it has helped me ALOTT

i guess i'll just disappear . i can never be happy with myself , im just an average kid with problems , i don't think i can handle myself , and no it's not all the 'hormones' bullshit. ive deactivated my ig , i might deactivate my discord acc and now tws. if ya'll like me to stay , i won't. i can't stay true to myself anymore.

i like being random at times. it may seem crazy but yeah , its great. making people laugh and smile while your just being dumb in your own way. just greaat.

I had an immense wave of motivation when i first met someone distant from my family, i was going through a tough time, someone's presence in my life, had an effect on me in a positive way
i come from an indian household, staying abroad
though we are far away from the society, my parents still have those strict parental rules towards me, motivation can come through in any form, as a person, or by doing something you like
if you are however, feeling lost with things, then try to focus on things one at a time ^_^!

@ANYA_TH @Anjana-kumar well , im over it now , i guess. these thoughts pop up randomly and yeah , i know . im done with licking up to his ass for everything , but at the same time i still want him , haha . gotta let go of everything :)

@cassonova82 BE ASHAMED OF YOURSELF GEEZ

@ozama_linbaden aw , you've learned your first words . so cute

I had an immense wave of motivation when i first met someone distant from my family, i was going through a tough time, someone's presence in my life, had an effect on me in a positive way
i come from an indian household, staying abroad
though we are far away from the society, my parents still have those strict parental rules towards me, motivation can come through in any form, as a person, or by doing something you like
if you are however, feeling lost with things, then try to focus on things one at a time ^_^!

looking at the evolution of the planets around earth, when we take it back to a larger scale, it was always bound to be, planets break down and re-form, although the earth wouldn't break down this soon, but maybe around in a million years, there's still changes that occur that leads upto that event
climate change cannot be stopped, however we can slow the effect
its just the way of the universe

talk to her about it, if it bothers you
best way to find an answer is to confront her, does she still love you?

im kind of back to lurking here, my account is basically a ghost account now.

1. Stop this feeling of negativity all the time
2. Meet my ldr boyfriend so much
3. Move in with him, and start our life together

man i fucking wanna punch someone in the face-
uhh uuh hu uhu hu h i mean whaaaatt

pls dont hate me but i really feel like punching something or someone-

thats very, gay

@cassonova82 BE ASHAMED OF YOURSELF GEEZ

don't trust people quickly, give it some time. If there are girls looking for a potential relationship over the internet, I'm sure you'll find a girl soon. The only advice I wanna give is, don't trust them easily. If you do think she is the one, then go for it!we're just young, dumb broke kids anyways.

i guess i'll just disappear . i can never be happy with myself , im just an average kid with problems , i don't think i can handle myself , and no it's not all the 'hormones' bullshit. ive deactivated my ig , i might deactivate my discord acc and now tws. if ya'll like me to stay , i won't. i can't stay true to myself anymore.