@Ella-26 Ella, I wish it was just hard. I'm sure I would have managed to overcome it. Sometimes I feel that it's kinda impossible 😔. I never wanted to lose her. I keep trying everyday to come out of it but again I fail terribly. She loved my poems but now I can't even communicate this poem to her. She'll think I don't respect her choice but believe me I do respect her a lot — So, I even changed my phone number because I can't block her anywhere on social media. But I don't want her to know how my life has changed ever since she left me. My parents hate her because they think she ditched me but I know she isn't like that 😒. Even my friends say so. But I know her better than anyone, she's very different, she's introvert.... She couldn't even share her pain with me.... No one understands me 😔 and I feel so abandoned sometimes.
