@Vicious-Retard It's not a ridiculous question at all, and kudos to you for putting yourself out there. I suggest practice. Start by breaking your habits with small manageable steps at first, stepping out of your comfort zone. Push yourself, find the bravery. You don't need to do anything drastic, just little testers, see how they go for you. Try to train your brain to recognise that such changes are okay and then when you are ready - however long it takes - you can try changing bigger things.

You're no loser. You may be a bit mad though. I wonder how you managed to create this thread knowing that it will keep circling and dragging you straight back to this topic. Quite mad. Quite mad indeed.

@AmyLancaster I want a real woman but the problem is I think I look effeminate and that's not attractive