try this one
for as long as i can remember, i have always stressed the importance of normal. and i overwhelmingly wonder each day if i am normal like most. an example.: i will look ay my fingernails and wonder why they are not pink like most people. they are more white. i read it is related to circulation and possible anemia, but then a dr tells me i am fine. things like that. living like this each day is awful . constantly comparing yourself to the majority and wondering why you are different or defective. i dotn wish it on anyone. thats what anxiety does to you. it's almost better to have a cancer