@Merlijn-Boerema It's never easy. I am facing that demon right now. I feel the best way is to channelise our energy and stay really firm on what you want to do. Important is to stay away from situations which may lead to mistakes you don't want to commit. It feels good for a moment and then you realise it actually makes you feel bad deep inside. Stop living on temporary pleasures and start practicing self compassion. Half of your work will be done then and there.

Shut up jimmy