Anyone here just feel like you aren’t a person? Nobody treats you like a person? That people talking about you like you aren’t here when you’re in the next room over? It’s a fine feeling isn’t it? To be the ghost of a person not feeling anything other than existence and pain.
This is moving into one of the deeper aspects of depression.
One of the worst feelings I have ever felt is to be in a room full of expletives I have known for many many years, but still left feeling like I was the joking focal point of those people.
To try to get on each day when your heart tells most likely truth, that people have you in their lives because they want you there. BUT
You head over-rules this and constantly gets you asking the same question day in day out. Shadowing what your heart says....
the hardest thing to figure out here is which one are you going to let win the battle?