@Cybernatic said in Im having a crush on someone who once used to have a crush on me:
@Yongsi-Brook I would like to know what changed bout him dat made you fall for him when in the past you didnt feel anything towards him(I feel like you crave the attention dat he gave to you as you have mentioned he confessed multiple times tho I could be wrong).
I am not sure tbh.. Maybe its just infatuation.. When we talked last year around Aug, we talked about our old school memories and out of curiosity I asked him why did he even liked me back then (cuz we barely ever talked in school) and when did he actually started liking me? I always thought it was 8th grade cuz thats when the rumors started coming to my ears bout him.. But he told me it was actually 2nd grade.. He started liking me since we were in 2nd grade.. He told me the reason too and it was something quite silly... I expected the reason'd be something special but bleh.. But i think from that time, just the idea that someone could like me for so long.. just the idea that someone could like me despite my flaws made me started to look at him differently when the truth is i dont even known if he even knows any of my flaws nor I know if he even still like me in that way...
I think i'm in love with that idea of love.. that idea of something beautiful that could happen between us... So yeah I'll take your advice and I'm not gonna ask him out.. I think i'll just move on or maybe just keep crushung on him from afar.. I dont want that idea of something beautiful to become something ugly... idk am I making any sense?