@Homedog-Ashley hey Ashley I'm most definitely new here but if I can tell you a few things about life to comfort you and give you some peace it would be the following:
- High School friends are rarely forever friends. Maybe a handful of people from high school will even know or care about you after graduation cuz they busy with their life.
- MOST of the Crap we learn in school is just that. You will never use it in the real world. It is only a metric in which to prove you can finish a task. Just Graduate.
- Find out what your true passion is now by seeking out things you love and are good at and fill your time and energy into those things you can be an Expert at something and start your own career, even your own business one day and you don't always need 4 years of education to start one.
I hope some of this is encouraging
Life gets better after high school
And your true friends will stick with you no matter what. Chin up!