Hey...

I've typed and deleted so many things up till now. I don't even know where to start.

Why does life always pick on the weak?
Is it is my fault for being so emotional?
Why do I cry easily even though I try my hardest not to?
Why do I feel so alone when there's millions and millions of people?
I'm trying so hard to be happy. I smile...
I laugh....but I'm not doing it from my heart.
How many more night do I have to go to sleep crying?
How many more nights do I feel like just giving up on everything and going somewhere far far away?
How many more nights would I feel to just leave this world?
How many more nights until I finally find happiness?
How many more....

I've been trying to ignore the feeling and only look at the positive things in life. It's really tough....but thank you for showing concern.

I've been trying to ignore the feeling and only look at the positive things in life. It's really tough....but thank you for showing concern.

Good luck! 😄

@Ass33 That's awesome! What apps do you use? Duolingo is Re ally good for practicing. I used a site a long time ago that allowed you to text with people around the world to help each other learn their language. To bad I forgot the name 😖😖

Hey...

I've typed and deleted so many things up till now. I don't even know where to start.

Why does life always pick on the weak?
Is it is my fault for being so emotional?
Why do I cry easily even though I try my hardest not to?
Why do I feel so alone when there's millions and millions of people?
I'm trying so hard to be happy. I smile...
I laugh....but I'm not doing it from my heart.
How many more night do I have to go to sleep crying?
How many more nights do I feel like just giving up on everything and going somewhere far far away?
How many more nights would I feel to just leave this world?
How many more nights until I finally find happiness?
How many more....

Ahh~
I've been watching a lot of anime and romance dramas lately. I've fallen inlove with the language since I was but a kid.

I've already signed up for Duolingo and it's going Great! Yatta~

Even if it's tedious for you to teach me it'll be enough for us to be friends. Heh

I absolutely love watching Japanese/Korean/Chinese dramas. And it got my thinking.....
"I don't know anyone or have any friends that are Japanese nor Korean nor Chinese!!"

Ahhh... And I'm working on learning the languages to 😣

Anyone else have the same problem? 😖