@kat_15 don’t cry it’s nothing of what causes pain it’s just what some people go through but we all express our love for all who care
Posts made by Rabbitboy
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RE: Loneliness to me
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Loneliness to me
Alright so here’s a good one I’ve been lonely all my life, sure you may think that saying that”oh I’m lonely” is just cause I don’t see people much it’s absolutely nothing like that loneliness is everything but being away from people... what it is to me is feeling unnoticed be it people talk to me or say nice things yeah it does feel nice but it doesn’t take away the creeping feeling that it’ll all be taken away like a simple scratch on that reputation of needing affection or attention will change everything about it.
True loneliness is being ignored to an extent, in my childhood I was the black sheep no one really cared about me no one had interest in me I felt separated from other kids at school as no one really wanted to get to know me sure I had the reputation of the nice, polite kid but that’s all they knew about me no one cared about what was going on at home no one came up to me to ask me about my life no one was interested in what I thought about things only certain friends who I hold dear to my heart had taken up the time to check up on me or ask me on my feelings but those times were rare.... you feel left out, unappreciated for things you think or go through, you struggle to keep moments lasting, time seems to always be on your back, heck you even feel depressed during social times cause you can’t really rely on people to be there you can’t hug someone and they tell you it’s gonna all be alright. It’s complete madness how some people go through this and still have the heart to put on a smile each day... and I know a few people like this me included who constantly are on edge to try and get their lives together you keep on saying you’ll never be depressed but that ends up straight bringing some straight to that and to put it in more it’s usually what we least expect from damage to be the nice one, the kind, the generous, courageous all things that most people cannot share as they lack the ability to be as close with people this doesn’t change who we or what we do it just puts perspective on what we value on our lives friends, family, loved ones... they help ever so slightly in it to keep others from those feelings. I hope to all who can relate to this or have been through the empty feeling of being unloved or uninvolved with others. That’s the true meaning of loneliness to meWith open arms
RabbitboyTo all who’ve helped ease the times I’ve spent alone
@InSaNiTy-AsHy
@Kat_15
@Willoww
@BOOTS22
@BloodDrunk
@US-poet
Luc (the only friend I had in my childhood)
My family
And many others some on the TWS team and some not I love you all with to a close place in my heart -
RE: Wrote this at a bar about a month ago, "A pirates life"
puts on pirate hat and grabs a bottle of rum
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RE: Happy one week Abby! 🎉🎊🎁
Jesus boots got himself a girl? How long have I been gone? Congrats man!
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RE: Gonna be gone for a lil bit so don’t worry
ALRIGHT EVERYONE THIS IS MY LAST CHANCE TO SAY GOODBYE TO YALL! I’m not gonna be able to log on tomorrow as my plane takes off early in the morning and I’m gonna be busy packing for the rest of the day so I hope to you all a good 12 days! HUGZ TO ALL YOU AWESOME PEOPLE ILL MISS YOU ALL SO MUCH!
Sincerely, rabbitboy with tons of hugs and kisses to all who see this.
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RE: Me being me, and saying fuck life.
@kat_15 everyone has a love hate relationship with life and the same goes for life with us but just keep your head up all problems eventually go away
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RE: Me being me, and saying fuck life.
It does get to you life just seems harsh for some and I can say it can get too much for one to handle that’s why we take breaks every now and then but it always has that nagging feel that you’re gonna have to one day come back to it
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RE: I’m pro gun, change my mind
Well I’m Canadian so I can’t say shiet
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RE: Restart, reheart
@kat_15 thank you katie it means a lot to be recognized
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RE: Restart, reheart
@us-poet yeah don’t expect me to just rain poetry upon the public we have you for that
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RE: Gonna be gone for a lil bit so don’t worry
@saine-saine well just gonna say you cannot inspire inspiration as the inspiration is the inspired.....
And now I have confused myself with that statementPs I will continue to inspire people even if I have no idea how
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RE: Restart, reheart
@kat_15 ehh kinda when I feel like it or inspiration hits me
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RE: Restart, reheart
@us-poet thanks for your feedback yeah it’s a little rough I mean I wrote it in about 5 mins but just seeing people appreciate it or comment on it brings a smile to my face
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Restart, reheart
Here we are again
Just how much more till then?
Burning to the soul like an old wish
How it churns to a coal in vain
Nothing but the everlasting pain
What more could you bring from this hell?
Coursing through all of my cells
So I could keep trying
Feels like I’m not dying
Cause I just had enough of crying
To the lies that I kept on buying
You ain’t gonna win
Not either lose
We’ll just finish at the start
Like when we still had the heart
You ain’t getting rid of me
So let’s just see
If ya slam that door
You won’t see me no more
So do one thing
That I ask to bring
Is no more tears
All out of fears
But to the end it’s ok to cry
Just don’t say goodbye -
RE: Gonna be gone for a lil bit so don’t worry
@kimmy159 Berlin, London, Plenty of places and new ones every day staying in multiple hotels it’s gonna be fun