Posts made by OliveOlivia

Is it easy for you to have a conversation?
A real conversation, not "hows the weather" and "what are you doing" kind of conversation. I feel like I don't even know what a real conversation even is anymore.
How do you make an actual conversation with people?

Sometimes I have these moments; where I close my eyes and I swear I can see the universe. I can feel how small our planet is and how much smaller I am in it. I can feel how little I am, how little my life is, and it makes me happy. Because even if all of this means nothing, if my life really is meaningless and when I die there is nothing, I'm glad I got to experience something beautiful. I don't know what the fuck this universe is and the things happening within and outside of it, but I guess I don't really care. I'm just happy that I got to experience what life is and how great and shitty it can be. I'm glad I got this chance, even if its just this once.

@petrapark3r yeah, or more than enough

@petrapark3r said in Olivia's Thoughts #08:

@OliveOlivia said in Olivia's Thoughts #08:

@petrapark3r said in Olivia's Thoughts #08:

@OliveOlivia said in Olivia's Thoughts #08:

Sometimes I get these feelings like I am supposed to do something. Like my life has an actual purpose that I need to fulfill and its big. I know it's not true and I am not in any position to think that it is, but every time I try to shake the feeling it comes back.

Cause it's true. And it's big. Huge actually.

That's what she said 😏😂

Usually that's what he says :yum:

I see what you did there 😂

@petrapark3r said in Olivia's Thoughts #08:

@OliveOlivia said in Olivia's Thoughts #08:

Sometimes I get these feelings like I am supposed to do something. Like my life has an actual purpose that I need to fulfill and its big. I know it's not true and I am not in any position to think that it is, but every time I try to shake the feeling it comes back.

Cause it's true. And it's big. Huge actually.

That's what she said 😏😂

@no-u This is cute, thank you 😂

Sometimes I get these feelings like I am supposed to do something. Like my life has an actual purpose that I need to fulfill and its big. I know it's not true and I am not in any position to think that it is, but every time I try to shake the feeling it comes back.
It's the same constant feeling of looking from the outside in. It is almost like I can see everyone in a single room and they are all asleep. I'm in another room and it's filled with TV screens. I can see everyone sleeping, but I cant wake anyone up. I want to sound the alarm but it is too quiet for anyone to hear. I can personally try to shake everyone until they wake, but when I do they cant see me. Their eyes are open, but they're still asleep?
In the room I stay, where there's a bunch of screens from each camera, I see in the corner that there's a camera on me. Who is watching me? Perhaps I am the one that is asleep. This dream is too lucid I will never wake up.

@Indrid-Cold Theres never not someone thinking about him

@Lurker Why do you consider following your heart as a bad habit? Isnt that supposed to be a good thing?

@RoseoStarlo When you know, you know

@alkal33 Chocolate is good! I wouldn't be able to resist it either😂

@robtheworst Maybe you should start by changing your name to robthebest instead 🤔
really though, no one should hate themselves. I want to punch you just for saying that >:(

@Cunt-Fistula said in Do you believe in souls?:

everything has the same soul

this is beautiful

@Cunt-Fistula Touché 😏

@robtheworst
LOVE .YOUR. SELF

Hitler should hate himself to death, not you.

@Sam501 said in What are your bad habits?:

@OliveOlivia chatting is the only bad hapit. I keep chatting even while having sex with my GF. Once she reaches orgasm, she sleeps. Then I will continue to enjoy sex and if I find girl for chatting, then I will be chatting with her

What kind of conversations are these 😂
"what did you have for breakfast?"
"An egg and cheese croissant "
"oh yeah those are good"
"I'm gonna finish"
"okay but was the croissant buttered"
im gonna cut my imagination off there cause it already went too far 😂

@wet-teri Youre right, people shouldn't tell you what you should and shouldn't do. I don't know what your bad habits are so Im not sure how bad they are, but the people that do try to tell you what to do are probably only doing it because they care. They aren't trying to tell you how to live your life or what you should and shouldn't do, they just want to make sure that you'll be okay, and the best way to ensure that is to help people quit their bad habits. So please don't be mad at the people that care about you, that's the wrong direction to point your anger towards sis.
I understand what you mean by escaping reality, I do that too but in my own way with my own 'bad habits', it can be very relieving and fun. I don't think anything is wrong with it as long as you are able to come back to reality and still function properly !

@petrapark3r bad habits are hard to quit but as long as you keep working towards stopping them you eventually will.
I think you need to love yourself more and start giving yourself more appreciation. Self love is important!

@Hero_Hunter said in What are your bad habits?:

I stay quite when the person i'm talking to is expecting an answer from me, for the question i don't like....I won't be mad, i won't be arguing.... If someone asks me about the bullshit things...i will stay quiet and look dead into his eyes!!..

This is probably the best and worst thing anyone can do in that situation😂

@Indrid-Cold-2 How do you only read a book half way through?😂 Are not curious about how it ends? Do you just lose interest?