@dampmemes Life is how you make it. Perception is reality, and if that is how your perceive the world to be, it will always be that way. Ignorance is weakness. You may be blissfully unaware of what is around you, but how often that will come biting you in the ass. Knowledge is power. You gain footing and a sense of being. The more open you are to the world, the more enlightened your mind and body become. There is always a better life outside your room.
If you want meaning to your life, actually try. If you don't, keep thinking how useless your life is as well as others and cry about it. Those who have a good life work hard to keep it that way. Most don't wake up everyday feeling fantastic and ready to go. They want to, and so they make it happen.
Creativity causes the opposite. It creates a rainbow of emotion. A world without music, paintings, colors, writing...etc. would be dull. Might as well just live in a padded cell if you think creativity is depressing. Probably where you ought to be right now.

@hales18 I'm not "coming" near any bitch. That's gross.

I am arresting you for arson.

An often forgotten band due to their subtle presence in the present music scene. I am sure I will find many who love Tool, though. What songs do you love of theirs? Sober will always stick with me because of my dad use to play it constantly when I was young.

@mr-h I like their album Broken Machine, but yes, their first album will not be beaten. Broken Machine came out when I needed it to, and it means a lot to me. Really touches on my life. I got a chance to see them in person, but I opted out because of college. They are really inspirational other than Muse and Gorillaz for me.

Do you often find yourself hating your looks because you feel like you're too manly or feminine?
I understand. I use to be the same way. I am now embracing who I am. The faggot who drags. I can look like a female and male at the same time. What fun is it when you can't roleplay in real life?
Are you androgynous? Show me your looks. Time to come out and not be ashamed of how you look.

@mr-h Most of them. Lol.
But it depends on my mood. I will always love Trip Switch, Honey Whiskey, Last Orders, Sorry, and Amsterdam.

What about you?

This band will give you what you want. If you're angry, hyper, sad, depressed...you can find it all from them. I have respected them since 2014 and they certainly never let me down.
Nothing But Thieves
The singer is androgynous, and his voice is just as beautiful. Take a gander and you might enjoy them.

If you like them, come back and ask what songs I recommend.

I want to learn more about clothes and make-up because I'm going to start dragging soon.
Tell me, what would recommend for make-up brands and why?
What about clothing for petites? I have a long torso, short legs and a wide frame.
And no, this is not a troll.

Nice job. I see you improving with time and practice very well. Keep at it.