I dont even know anymore

@Dominant M 39 I give up.I waited and waited but I can't fight a losing battle against you.I guess you die ever care you told me lies like "I'll always be here for you" and made promises like that "that you'll never leave". You can blame others reasons but there are no excuses except you didn't think we were worth it and I waited day and night to even see you online or come back but I'm done waiting you gave up not me.All I can say is that I wish you the best and I really do think you should have children.I have to admit typing this is painful and letting the world know doesn't make it better but I'm desperate for you to see this and this way I'll always have a reminder of the pain which probably will stick with me forever. Goodbye

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I hope you do see this. I don't know how to get through to you so this is my last hope. I miss you and please just talk to me.

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I dont even know anymore

@Dominant M 39 I give up.I waited and waited but I can't fight a losing battle against you.I guess you die ever care you told me lies like "I'll always be here for you" and made promises like that "that you'll never leave". You can blame others reasons but there are no excuses except you didn't think we were worth it and I waited day and night to even see you online or come back but I'm done waiting you gave up not me.All I can say is that I wish you the best and I really do think you should have children.I have to admit typing this is painful and letting the world know doesn't make it better but I'm desperate for you to see this and this way I'll always have a reminder of the pain which probably will stick with me forever. Goodbye

You broke my heart and I can never love you again.Im sorry but that's a lie. In my heart their was a massive space reserved for u but after how u destroyed my heart and broke me its shrunk maybe one day that space will vanish.I guess what I'm saying is I miss u and I'm so confused i dont know what to feel anymore

I hope you do see this. I don't know how to get through to you so this is my last hope. I miss you and please just talk to me.