Posts made by girlwhois18

So, yesterday was a very tough day for me and let's just say the last whole week was and this whole week is going to be and the post I made yesterday is a result of all that.
I don't want to leave this site. I've made really amazing friends here and it would be a crime if I ever abandon them. This site has been the witness to my deepest (i.e.,stupid) thoughts and so it has become a great part of my miserable yet sometimes fun life. So, till the time my sanity isn't lost to the blues, this girlwhois16 is going to be here, thrive here.
And since I never do it enough, I want thanks to @TheStrangest and @Lucifer_ and Dirt(I think he isn't active here anymore) to make my time here worthwhile and just giving me so much life. You three are the reason I check this site every hour and I apologise for being so rude to you all most of the times (especially @TheStrangest ). I don't even know why and how you people still talk to me and I'm so grateful that you do( because I'm selfish as you know :-))Thank you @Lucifer_ for digesting my weird rants and still managing to like me. I sometimes wonder which one of us is more of an idiot( or cute:P). Also, @TheStrangest , thank you so so so much. You are a wonderful human being. You challenge me so much, it annoys me, but more than that, it inspires me to be a better person everyday. And, Dirt, you are so dumb sometimes, but I love you anyways and your profile picture is so questionable yet I called it cute (sorry :P but it was a little cute :P). No matter what, I need you all in my life.
Also, sorry for this Public Confession. I don't know if you all would like this, but if I let you down in public, I think I should apologise in public.
Try to forgive me. I love you all.
P.S.- ALL THOSE WHO DO, STOP SENDING ME SEXTING REQUESTS. IT'S EVEN WRITTEN IN MY F**KING BIO DAMMIT.

I want to help people. I really do. But I just mess it up all the time. It's like I just love ruining everything that's good. I'm really stupid.

@scott-xaiver Depends on how deep your connection is. You should take enough time and think if it's worth it. If it feels like it sure is, give her some space and time to figure out stuff too and then later, go ahead. For me, a healthy relationship is one where you both challenge each other, love each other, take care of each other to become better persons. And if anything about the relationship is hindering your growth or hers, you should take time to sort that out.
Sometimes, just like the pieces of the puzzle, you both just fit in and sometimes, you are just so made for another such that everything just click. You both are just pieces of puzzles and not all pieces are same. So, you have to give it time, okay?

@isaacaly12 it's actually better than mine haha

@scott-xaiver I'm pretty sure it scares them. And they don't want to get into existential crisis. So, that's why.I understand their problem, but at least don't just completely shun me.

@scott-xaiver Thank you for understanding!
I know right? They just ask me to shut up! It's frustrating dammit.

@chim-chim I don't understand how a joke makes you "gay". It's a form of sexuality.

I hate how people avoid questioning the reality.

If logic governs our existence, then what importance does human imagination have?

@thestrangest Thanks for fucking my brain up with this gif. Goddamnit. It's so weird but I want to keep watching this for the rest of my life.

@assassinThat's so pathetic of people. They're getting some petty attention at the expense of the seriousness of mental disorders. It's just utterly inhumane to me.
Thanks for the reply :-)

@allight oh, I used to know someone who had clinical Bipolar Disease. I can understand how hard it must be for him. Thanks for sharing. I hope he gets well soon. Tell him he's not alone :-)

It trips me how people make fun of others by calling them "Bipolar" or "Depressed" or even pass them as an excuse for missing a class. For God's sake, they are mental disorders. Would you say you had cancer for 1 day???People used those words as synonyms of " moody "/ "exasperated". Seriously??? People with mental illness live such harsh, difficult lives that they don't deserve in a million years. They blame themselves for things they never did. You, being a normal mentally healthy person, cannot fathom the hardships those people go through. The least we can do is understand and respect the gravity of mental health and illness.

@neha-sharma I wish I could put that into words. I am actually trying to come out of it and if I start thinking of it all over again, I might spiral back into depression.

@edgythoughts-wmv I really appreciate your response. I won't say you are wrong, but the situation I'm talking about here is very different from the one you've assumed. And you comprehendig my words differently is understandable. That's one of the reasons that I post here. I really appreciate your advice too :-) Thank you so much.

@edgythoughts-wmv
The more you feel an attraction towards someone (be it a friendly or romantic one), the harder it's going to be for you to actually be with them. Loving is not easy. It's a very slow process, full of obstacles and only the fittest can survive. It's not as easy as they show in the movies. No offence, but it's the truth.

@girlnextdoor I'm glad how you're connecting with the feelings I was trying to convey.
Let's just say it's better left behind. Don't want to feel on the past anymore. Thanks for caring. Really means a lot 💫

The more you want to love someone, the harder they make it for you.

@thestrangest Hahaha. well, great!
thank you for being the only one interested in my feed.