i like making people fall for me. i enjoy the attention they give me and the kind of happiness and satisfaction they get when they think i like them back. there's a thrill in talking to new people and getting to know all different types. i've never really told anyone this so they always think i love them. love makes them have blind spots and i know it's not morally right to play with people's feelings but it's like an adrenaline rush that you can drag out and throw away after you're done with it.

@sir-devil I care about them at the moment like when we hang out or some shit like that but in the back of my mind I know someone can always replace them. As for the karma, it's nice to know you're hurting someone that's caused others pain doesn't mean I can't enjoy it as well.

@shorty20 Thank you! at least you get it

@sir-devil it's not about their pain because anyone can have pain. it's about the work it takes me to gain their trust, to know their darkest secrets and to know just how vulnerable they are in my hand because i have that power and they don't know i have that kind of power until i just one day leave them and then they're in a corner broken or whatever it's called. the thrill is knowing all the types of people there are in this world. it's knowing how to get into the minds of every person you want because once you figure out how they work, you add it to your list of things to know about the human emotions and their complexity. to me personally, it's beautiful knowing you can break a person without ever laying a finger on them. vulnerability is liability and liability can cause death

@sir-devil but i thought you weren't bias? it's mostly people in the military who i know have cheated on someone and so it's kinda like karma in a way. i mean i know what i do is fucked it but people get over far greater shit than a breakup or a broken heart all the time. if anything i'm making them stronger emotionally and mentally

@khai but it's better than jumping out of a plane in a way because they're so vulnerable with you and you hold them in the palm of your hand and you know the power you have over them. don't get me wrong, skydiving is awesome but it only lasts a few minutes whereas playing people takes months and sometimes years to gain their trust but when you finally have it, it's useless because there is no other wall to tear down for them to let you in so they're rendered useless therefore expendable

@sir-devil well yeah the consequences are they learn their blind spots and don't make it so easy for people to play with their emotions. other than the fact that they basically got played for enjoyment and entertainment it's a pretty good lesson

@sir-devil true but it's like a hobby to me, so entertaining

i like making people fall for me. i enjoy the attention they give me and the kind of happiness and satisfaction they get when they think i like them back. there's a thrill in talking to new people and getting to know all different types. i've never really told anyone this so they always think i love them. love makes them have blind spots and i know it's not morally right to play with people's feelings but it's like an adrenaline rush that you can drag out and throw away after you're done with it.