Posts made by Ash33

@thom-yolk sorry for ur loss

@Star-s-Butt
The music is satisfying with the video 😍

https://www.instagram.com/reel/CyrFBptrYC9/?igshid=MzY1NDJmNzMyNQ==

@julia7283 confess here. We are no-one to you anyway

@rehka maybe I perceived differently. So I'm not sure what you wanted say.
But the essay is about doing the thing which u keep postponeding to do. Th essay is for procrastinators.

@rehka you and your dirty mind 🤦‍♂️

@pistachio u can block people, there is an option for that in their profile page

Preparing to do the thing isn't doing the thing.

Scheduling time to do the thing isn't doing the thing.

Making a to-do list for the thing isn't doing the thing.

Telling people you're going to do the thing isn't doing the thing.

Messaging friends who may or may not be doing the thing isn't doing the thing.

Writing a banger tweet about how you're going to do the thing isn't doing the thing.

Hating on yourself for not doing the thing isn't doing the thing. Hating on other people who have done the thing isn't doing the thing. Hating on the obstacles in the way of doing the thing isn't doing the thing.

Fantasizing about all of the adoration you'll receive once you do the thing isn't doing the thing.

Reading about how to do the thing isn't doing the thing. Reading about how other people did the thing isn't doing the thing. Reading this essay isn't doing the thing.

The only thing that is doing the thing is doing the thing.

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@rehka actually we should make this club fr. @Janet can you create a new role name "annoyed club" ?

@rehka I have been in that club before you join. I should welcome you xD

@rehka yeah you got the point. I'm annoyed by this too

@rehka you wanna leave us? 😩

@rehka I feel like you will be here for long time

@rehka a week old only

@rehka haha thanks

@rehka what ? Speak up. Didn't u like my openness? 😅

so, few times we have conversation of nnn in pub chat, but since pub chat was alive and lots of people talking (which is a rare phenomenon) , I didn't get much time to explain my side.

some people think it is a childish or I am flexing (maybe I was flexing), but nnn is importance for me.

I did nnn twice in past 2 years. but I did that just for fun activity, following a trend without knowing it's importance. even tho this came out of a meme. it has a good benefit that makes it worth to practice imo.

so this year is different, the motive to do nnn is different to me now. few months ago I was into drawing people on reddit. most of them are NSFW drawings. and I used to post them. people like and appreciate it. even few artist liked my work. and that made me keep going but at a point I realize I am doing it just for outer validation. I was just pleasing people. it not like I am getting inspired by anything but likes and comments. so I stopped it.

and then on the other site porn and nsfw content has ruined my mentality to see a woman. it not that intense like a sex predator but at some degree I differ men and women.

and especially white women. women out site on my country in general. since I am exposed to a lot of porn, subconsciously I have created an image of them, whenever I see any resemblance to any porn actress, I started to think them as porno. even if that woman wasn't a porn actress. this thing is too embarrassing when I noticed it.

then I decided to cut off these consumption and focus on things that really matters. also I try to find woman's who have achieved something with revealing their body. woman's like danica patrick, sugargoddess . women who are not playing with men's natural urges and providing someting valuable. this is for creating a new image for women in my subconscious mind.

so doing this all one should have control over its genitals. nnn is my assertion that now on I will ought to change, to cultivate my mind.

p.s. I write too much coz it fun to type on mechanical keyboard. and I hope now I will stop peaching nnn on pub chat. if someone wants to talking of it, feel free to comment below.

@davitchen my page count has decrease now. it 5-6 now. but I don't regrate it. coz the book I am reading I very interesting. I take time to read and analyze / imagine what I have read. it's a fun activity if you choose a category you like.

@Alicey2k
Sure I'll look into it. Currently I was watching berserk after 1997 ending idk what do think. So I started watch dragon ball super.
Anyway what is in Pluto?