I've been on a medication which pretty much blocks a receptor in my brain which is associated with hallucinating for a different reason.

However, during sleep, i get really vivid dreams and have learned quite alot about their nature and have few theories about their meaning.

But note these two possibilities:

• The dreams are a direct effect/product of the drug (completely different state from REM) /or/ the drug enhances ability to remeber and 'experience' the dream (REM on steroids)

Im making all of these analysis based on the assumption (second one) that this medication is just like adderall for studying physics whereby - it helps you learn and memorise more efficiently of the physics content (the dream). NOT the drug giving me a chemistry textbook (fully swapping the 'dream' state w/ another state induced by drug)

1. Dreams are a visual sequence of the subconscious mind traveling a randomized line of thought. Confusing? Well here's an exaple-

lets say your new friend looks like your fav musician- in your dream you are walking at school like you always do and when you look at his face you suddenly are at their gigs.

NATURE OF YOUR PRECEPTION IN A DREAM - in a dream, you perceive that nothing is weird and next time you make that connection, you may trigger memory from the dream (being at their concert)
I remeber seeing a dildo meme after skateboarding, and in my dream, my friend was skating a dildo- didnt find it weird in the drem (if i did i would've woken up), where the memory was triggered when i saw the meme again the next day

NATURE OF YOUR PRESENCE - it actually feels no different to reality- its about as real as past memories e.g. how shit some food tasted in dream is as real as real life

2. The dream is an abstract layout of your future. Not simply metaphors but questioning this-

Did the dream come first or the reality?

Feel free to ask some stuff - i have pre crazy dream stories lel

1. Heartache

• Breathing is painful and hollow throughout brain and down the spine area
• Sort of warm feeling
• lose sense of time (do it all day man!)
• Soothingly painful and physically demanding (nap frequently)

2. Apathetic

• Extremely short patience and irritable tendencies
• Really can't be bothered (even to die)
• No energy or fuel to feel things (therefore anger frequently does the talk)

3. Empty

• what people call dead inside?
• Do things habitually (only to find out there is no reason to)
• literally can't feel (e.g. fear or joy)
• little bursts of emotions

Combinations exists and these are all I know.

What they have in common are:

• Triggered by stress (e.g. values, ideas, truths - that doesn't make you happy)
• Introspective experiences
• When in the depressive state, your perspective views other states (e.g. a joyful life) unachievable as you know you can exhibit this state (rock bottom?) again
• Think you are 100% correct about the dark thoughts - which you are but always limited by the emotion propelling thoughts ONLY to that direction (Very narrow view)

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Anything fun, weird, depressing, interesting whatever to get that pentakill

Shazdamn! that was good - Never saw these 'principles' to be a self sustaining mechanism intended to keep power to religion! - VERY plausible

however some Qs:
So it can be justified if required either to survive or to simply live and enjoy life?
So should sin really be stigmatized?

I'd say these inherent characteristics cause cycles within itself -> a chain reaction fueling one another
e.g. One's Lust/Greed/Pride(lets just say they're talking of the extremities of pride) -> other's envy -> wrath or just one's sloth leading to other's envy then the person slothing(?) as well

Its visible everywhere -EVEN WITHIN THE CATHOLIC CHURCH SYSTEM -
Pride of 'authorities' -> allows greed for lust/power -> other's wrath on them + apathy

I think, situationally, we would sin regardless of justice - even 'god' says so - it always makes you feel better.

But I don't think we can justify these 'sinful' actions in the long run as it only causes more - what chaos is.

Ultimately, we can only justify sin if its for one's feeling (the play of empathy in governing bodies)
Therefore our feelings are more important than justice.

Would that be a reasonable statement?

@afgeaaga As a teenage boy with ego small as his you know what, it was great to find someone who seemed to resonate. You were very kind at the start and from then changed to cold hearted, souless demonic self control freak to suicidal then to now. The very small amount I could perceive just shows how much you changed. You really were special in the sense that you had extra sensory relate beliefs society can't understand which i could now sort of be more open minded with. Other than that, you shared very common disease everybody had called being human. Your apathy is exactly what I can empathize with. Thank you and fuck you for making me think harder and mending my heart because those two things are the exact two things we both have that are trying to kill each other.

@Marcomarco
you probably will then kill time by buying a new one !!!!

I personally came to the conclusion that these either lead to self destruction/regret/ or is never fully satisfy-able. - however I wanna see people try to justify them - not just with bible logic:
IF YOU DO U GO HELL!!!! ETERNAL FLAMES!!!

I guess it metaphorically makes sense but metaphodrs don't make sense if people don't know what its referring to lol

Lust
Gluttony
Greed
Sloth
Wrath
Envy
Pride

If you can go through this whole song, congrats, your soul is rotten as mine

He exists- Enterprise earth

"The greatest trick the devil ever pulled
Was convincing the world that he doesn't exist

He exists in us all"

@Wolfie_11
The fact that you aren't too conscious all the way throughout the dream might suggest that during REM, the subconscious mind is just running by itself - making whatever connections it can whether or not real (conscious mind isn't too prevalent - no strong judgement and rather disinhibited) - ultimately what you naturally think about events

So if in your dream, you are hanging with your current friends in a cafe you've been going for years by yourself, your mind won't perceive it as weird or off (habitual activities wear onto subconscious well). So if you take them to the cafe one day, you might feel deja vu

The subconscious mind thinks before the conscious mind but its strength is what determines 'control' so to speak. In dreams, the conscious mind is weakened - in reality for me, not too different lel.

And how can I wrestle the subconscious mind?

NOTE* The drug pretty much blocks a receptor that things like THC (active ingredient for psychedelics) act upon and those seem to alter dreams - either stop them or create retarded ones - so I believe I'm isolating the dream experience in a sense as nothings influencing it.

@Wolfie_11
Nah he just dreams about girls

I had the ability to read people's minds. long story short I ended up doing things for other's best interest only and got spiky hair. love for the win.

@afgeaaga As a teenage boy with ego small as his you know what, it was great to find someone who seemed to resonate. You were very kind at the start and from then changed to cold hearted, souless demonic self control freak to suicidal then to now. The very small amount I could perceive just shows how much you changed. You really were special in the sense that you had extra sensory relate beliefs society can't understand which i could now sort of be more open minded with. Other than that, you shared very common disease everybody had called being human. Your apathy is exactly what I can empathize with. Thank you and fuck you for making me think harder and mending my heart because those two things are the exact two things we both have that are trying to kill each other.

@Luffy20
good luck luffy tell me how you go.

@Indrid-Cold said in High level thoughts:

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bro r u a flat earther or sumthing

dissect the question.

What happens when WE sleep?

• WE - our current self is our physical senses projected to our soul with a overlay of our thoughts - which obviously is different to how sleeping feels

Where does our consciousness go?

• When we sleep- our physical senses shuts down - so your left with thought- which is dreams. If there is no thought then its deep sleep where there is nothing.

Physical reflex?

• From an evolutionary standpoint, its quite obvious why we have 'reflexes'. Just like how our body heals itself without our consent, its just hardcoded for our survival- or what was by chance hard coded led to our survival -> for you to subjectively experience and question it right now.

Science makes sure we don't need multiple takes on stuff. Its all logical and can be understood with reasoning. but I'm not saying people being artsy and calling it a whole new dimension and stuff are wrong - it really shows how much are unexplained by science - or shall I say YET to be explained?

@Luffy20 good luck. If you watch the whole movie (watch and listen) you will not come out the same 100%

A Serbian Film

at highschool, bunch of cool bois thought it'd be edgy and cool to watch it.
If you can go through the whole thing without making a face or being scared, you literally will be the most unhuman human ever.

hey can we talk? i really itch for music talk cuz nobody seems to metal and anything heavier

talk about metal?

@Sanxia
Mine are in another state. you should start skateboarding. its fun by yourself n i remember doing that all througout highschool