@Art
I know that you may be misinterpreted and judged. Stay strong. You should be well supported. As far as I know, Christianity isn’t against the person, but against the vice. In this case, the vice is the sexual behavior that is only intended for pleasure. Pray for a favourable solution. Your prayers will be answered soon.
(Sorry if any of this offends anybody, I have answered this to the best of my knowledge, and what I say or write often comes out wrong.)