Topics created by Amel

@_divv_roxx_ the thing is i'm already regretting it, not talking about it before I mean, when I had plenty of chances, when he wasn't this important to me, I can safely say that he's the most important person in my life after my family. and now, if I were to tell him and lose him, I'd regret that for the rest of my life, I'm not being pessimistic but I can't take the possibility of this happening away my head.
I feel like I'm in crossroad where I'm regretting some choices but can't make them again, between continuing the current relationship or taking risk God knows where could lead to which is i'm afraid of

Fear of what, her no longer considering you her friend? Ignoring the signs and distancing yourself is a sure road to the decay of a friendship, whereas you asking her what is happening is yet to be discovered. There could be a myriad of possibilities - while your assumption could be right, what if she is going through hardships (which could affect her emotional state and thus explain her harsh words), and she needs you the most now? Take the initiative, show that you care - and if it doesn't work, at least you know you've fought for maintaining it.