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    aGirlHasNoName

    @aGirlHasNoName

    I’m a Gemini β™ŠοΈ
    My blood type is A+ 🩸
    My birth stone is a pearl 🐚
    I’m born in the year of the monkey πŸ’
    My Meyers-Briggs personality is INFJ-T

    Occupation β€”β€”> SAHM, artist, poet, writer, and musician

    Education β€”β€”> I have 5 years of community college classes, but no degree (maybe someday I’ll get a degree in entomology, biology, art or English)

    Nationality β€”β€”> 59.5% British & Irish, 28.7 German, and 1.2% Scandinavian

    Quote of Mine β€”β€”> β€œno worries!”

    Gender β€”β€”> gender questioning

    Horoscope β€”β€”> Gemini β™ŠοΈ

    Birthday β€”β€”> June 9th

    Relationship Status β€”β€”> unhappily married

    Hobbies β€”β€”> cooking, drawing, writing, D.I.Y. projects, watching movies cartoons and anime/manga, yoga/meditation, swimming, gardening, and sleeping

    Religion β€”β€”> informally pagan

    Languages β€”β€”> English and ASL (American Sign Language 🀟)

    Sports β€”β€”> I watch the olympics? Also I love to hike and swim

    Interests β€”β€”> cooking, fine dining, minimalism, interior design, gardening, hiking, swimming, caring for my pets, Japan, travel, journaling, self-help and personal growth.

    Skin Tone β€”β€”> pale peach πŸ‘ with neutral undertones

    Best TWS Friend β€”β€”> none yet

    TWS Activeness β€”β€”> weekly

    Eye Color β€”β€”> mermaid green/blue

    Biggest Dream β€”β€”> become an accomplished writer/artist/creator

    Favorite Bands β€”β€”> Goo Goo Dolls, Matchbox Twenty, Blink-182, Angels and Airwaves, Bad Suns, Imogen Heap, Lauv, Bastille, Panic! At The Disco, The Chainsmokers, The 1975, Marshmello, Post Malone, Halsey, Daft Punk, The Maine

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    Best posts made by aGirlHasNoName

    • Ozwayne? (17 y/o) is that you?

      We accidentally disconnected, my name is Kelsey (spelled Kelcea) message me back so we can re-connect.

      posted in Find Your Lost Friends & Chat Partners
      aGirlHasNoName
      aGirlHasNoName
    • Samantha 17 Holland

      Samantha 17 in Holland
      Looking for you hun, we disconnected accidentally. Still here hoping to chat with you. It was so nice to meet you. Hope to hear from you soon😌

      posted in Find Your Lost Friends & Chat Partners
      aGirlHasNoName
      aGirlHasNoName
    • Seeking advice, kind words, a bright side...

      Hello.
      Im married with a 4-year old son.
      I have a house, a car, a dog, two cats, and a couple fish. (On the surface I have everything someone should need to feel accomplished)

      But I do not feel joy. Nor warmth, nor compassion. I feel alone, and in pain.

      I am unemployed. I have severe depression, where I can not get out of bed. I have had an eating disorder since I was small to cope with bullying and abuse for my weight. I used food as a crutch to feel comfortable somehow. I’ve felt wrong in my own skin for as long as I can remember. I am in a relationship where I feel alone, misunderstood, and ugly. I came out of the closet as PANsexual this past Christmas and feel completely misunderstood for finally admitting who I was, and have been since I was small.

      I lay here in bed, at 1:30am next to my sleeping husband and my dog, awake and unable to sleep. It’s raining outside and I stare out on the wet road outside my bedroom window. A familiar longing aches inside me, to walk out into the cold rain and walk away. Away where? I don’t know, just somewhere I won’t hurt anymore. I hate myself for feeling pain, I hate myself for feeling hunger, I hate myself for existing... so much hatred for myself. I just want to disappear.

      For the past 4 years I haven’t killed myself because I have a son, he was my reason to not die. He needed me. Over the past month I’ve been bedridden with covid-19. And during that time my 4 year old had his dad looking out for him, I slept and tried to get better. As I tried to engage with my son after I finally started to get well. He was defiant, calling me daddy not mommy. Saying no constantly and whining instead of talking. It became overwhelming. So I’d find my way back to my bedroom and hide under the covers and either weep or sleep. After a while I didn’t feel sick anymore from covid19. But depression swept me under its dark wave fully. Cold and heavy and powerful, it pulled me down with its gravity. Here I sit.

      My son just had his 4th birthday this week. I feel as though he doesn’t need me at all. His dad took care of him while I was sick. I can’t even do basic stuff in the morning like shower or dress myself, let alone care for my child. I’m grateful I have my husband to care for my son. I feel like a burden, eating when my husband brings me food, but otherwise remaining in bed. I’m too much of a coward to actually go through with killing myself, but the want to disappear and make the pain stop is only growing. I’m afraid of pain, but death is becoming more and more attractive.

      I wouldn’t have to deal with the pain of being lonely even beside my spouse, feeling ugly and heavy and unable to change, feeling lost and misunderstood, having a child who has forgotten who I am and only defies me. I wouldn’t have to wake up and sigh and be disappointed that I woke up.

      I don’t know why I’m putting all this here.
      Maybe for some compassion?
      Maybe for a suggestion that doesn’t involve killing myself?

      I feel cemented in this unhappy life. I feel heavy and cold and numb. I don’t know if I can stop it, but I want out.

      Help.

      posted in Confessions
      aGirlHasNoName
      aGirlHasNoName

    Latest posts made by aGirlHasNoName

    • Seeking advice, kind words, a bright side...

      Hello.
      Im married with a 4-year old son.
      I have a house, a car, a dog, two cats, and a couple fish. (On the surface I have everything someone should need to feel accomplished)

      But I do not feel joy. Nor warmth, nor compassion. I feel alone, and in pain.

      I am unemployed. I have severe depression, where I can not get out of bed. I have had an eating disorder since I was small to cope with bullying and abuse for my weight. I used food as a crutch to feel comfortable somehow. I’ve felt wrong in my own skin for as long as I can remember. I am in a relationship where I feel alone, misunderstood, and ugly. I came out of the closet as PANsexual this past Christmas and feel completely misunderstood for finally admitting who I was, and have been since I was small.

      I lay here in bed, at 1:30am next to my sleeping husband and my dog, awake and unable to sleep. It’s raining outside and I stare out on the wet road outside my bedroom window. A familiar longing aches inside me, to walk out into the cold rain and walk away. Away where? I don’t know, just somewhere I won’t hurt anymore. I hate myself for feeling pain, I hate myself for feeling hunger, I hate myself for existing... so much hatred for myself. I just want to disappear.

      For the past 4 years I haven’t killed myself because I have a son, he was my reason to not die. He needed me. Over the past month I’ve been bedridden with covid-19. And during that time my 4 year old had his dad looking out for him, I slept and tried to get better. As I tried to engage with my son after I finally started to get well. He was defiant, calling me daddy not mommy. Saying no constantly and whining instead of talking. It became overwhelming. So I’d find my way back to my bedroom and hide under the covers and either weep or sleep. After a while I didn’t feel sick anymore from covid19. But depression swept me under its dark wave fully. Cold and heavy and powerful, it pulled me down with its gravity. Here I sit.

      My son just had his 4th birthday this week. I feel as though he doesn’t need me at all. His dad took care of him while I was sick. I can’t even do basic stuff in the morning like shower or dress myself, let alone care for my child. I’m grateful I have my husband to care for my son. I feel like a burden, eating when my husband brings me food, but otherwise remaining in bed. I’m too much of a coward to actually go through with killing myself, but the want to disappear and make the pain stop is only growing. I’m afraid of pain, but death is becoming more and more attractive.

      I wouldn’t have to deal with the pain of being lonely even beside my spouse, feeling ugly and heavy and unable to change, feeling lost and misunderstood, having a child who has forgotten who I am and only defies me. I wouldn’t have to wake up and sigh and be disappointed that I woke up.

      I don’t know why I’m putting all this here.
      Maybe for some compassion?
      Maybe for a suggestion that doesn’t involve killing myself?

      I feel cemented in this unhappy life. I feel heavy and cold and numb. I don’t know if I can stop it, but I want out.

      Help.

      posted in Confessions
      aGirlHasNoName
      aGirlHasNoName
    • RE: Ozwayne? (17 y/o) is that you?

      @Oz123 this is Kelcea

      posted in Find Your Lost Friends & Chat Partners
      aGirlHasNoName
      aGirlHasNoName
    • RE: Samantha 17 Holland

      @WhiteChocolate hello there πŸ‘‹πŸ»πŸ˜ŒπŸ‘‘

      posted in Find Your Lost Friends & Chat Partners
      aGirlHasNoName
      aGirlHasNoName
    • RE: Samantha 17 Holland

      @Dante-M I’m looking for someone who lives in Holland named Samantha, she and I got disconnected

      posted in Find Your Lost Friends & Chat Partners
      aGirlHasNoName
      aGirlHasNoName
    • RE: Samantha 17 Holland

      @vijay-aayush are you Samantha?

      posted in Find Your Lost Friends & Chat Partners
      aGirlHasNoName
      aGirlHasNoName
    • RE: What is your spirit Animal?

      I’d say if I was any animal I’d want to be a red panda, the red fox meets a panda and thus the cutest thing in the world is born

      posted in Pets Or Animal Lovers
      aGirlHasNoName
      aGirlHasNoName
    • RE: Kelsea message me when you see this

      Hey oz! So glad I reconnected with you

      posted in Find Your Lost Friends & Chat Partners
      aGirlHasNoName
      aGirlHasNoName
    • Samantha 17 Holland

      Samantha 17 in Holland
      Looking for you hun, we disconnected accidentally. Still here hoping to chat with you. It was so nice to meet you. Hope to hear from you soon😌

      posted in Find Your Lost Friends & Chat Partners
      aGirlHasNoName
      aGirlHasNoName
    • Ozwayne? (17 y/o) is that you?

      We accidentally disconnected, my name is Kelsey (spelled Kelcea) message me back so we can re-connect.

      posted in Find Your Lost Friends & Chat Partners
      aGirlHasNoName
      aGirlHasNoName