I was a nice genuine guy. Devoted everything to her and after all the lies were done, I was lost. I realized I needed a change because the person I was wasn't strong enough. I took the time to myself and now I am a different happy person. Regardless of the pain I've felt it's only made me stronger now but more cautious as well, my only downfall. I can't trust easily

@jessicagrant I just joined and found this website just to talk to people.. like you its hard for me to make friends irl and sometimes it's cool to have people or someone to talk too. So lets see how it goes haha.

I'm pretty new here but overall I'm here to talk to new people, kinda got tired of people around me in person. I'm a great listener and I love a good talk as well, if anyone wants to talk I'm always here, I'm an open book. I'm not really looking for anything just a good talk and friends or anything :) if it matters or not I'm 22 Male living in California:)

One night. That's all it took for things to change, I've been used to things changing like but for the bad never the good. It's crazy how my mind wonders and thinks things that will never happen.. it's more dumb that I actually believe it. I've worked hard to change that but I always lose. In this case I met someone who I barely know and is older and taken. We talk every other night I won't lie and it does seem like an honest friendship we've had some small flirts recently but then we won't talk for days. One thing for sure is we never talk about the elephant in the room, why does she talk to me? Is she lonely too? What about her hsb? Especially in the nights.. I should know better I tell myself. I took many months fixing myself from my last relstionship, and here I am letting my guard down. I'm not proud of it but still maybe I'm just over thinking it. Still I wonder why she continues to talk to me... I wish I can talk to her about this but I over react and for all I know I'm just imagining things.. it's crazy how one night can change it all.. I used too not do this or try to get in the way of others, I was so against that and now here I am thinking of it and also hoping i don't ruin anything because I always do. One night can change it all..

Sorry just needed to vent about this idk why.. just on my chest.

@ansi
Lol awesome. I'd love to just run away and time travel Haha. If only it were possible

@bela-hella

Well that depends. Maybe not at first but it they continue talking to each other and stuff, then yeah I'd say they should be open and loyal. If not then it's just wasting time no?

@gotmewrong well they do say that life is just a concept of our imagination. Something about out brains not being able to comprehend what's going on so it plays images through your eyes so it won't go insane.

@ansi said in If you were a superhero what powers would you have?:

omnitrix

Damn. Maybe speed. Can't imagine the things that can be done with super speed

@wildwallflower how are you by the way? :) I've seen some of your posts and they're pretty interesting

@fragile-soul I feel like we need a companion overall. Some people may go on with their lives alone and some don't, but the ones who do always wish they weren't alone in the end. I think no one wants to die alone or not be loved in the end. Some people are happy being alone but never forever imo.

@bela-hella

Well that depends. Maybe not at first but it they continue talking to each other and stuff, then yeah I'd say they should be open and loyal. If not then it's just wasting time no?

@ansi
Lol awesome. I'd love to just run away and time travel Haha. If only it were possible

@ansi said in If you were a superhero what powers would you have?:

omnitrix

Damn. Maybe speed. Can't imagine the things that can be done with super speed

"Walking Skies and Wondering Mind"

@fragile-soul yes I know. Love and everything with it comes pain, but really should it? If the love you have for someone brings that much pain then maybe it's better to not love that person? Itll hurt no matter what but I would say being happy with yourself is what should matter the most. If that means being alone then so be it, but in the end do we really wanna die alone? What will you think in those last moments? Will you have regrets cause of it?

@what-is-this thanks also! Yeah I still keep that in mind as well, definitely it does help talking through topics

@wildwallflower Haha thanks as well! Yeah I have been reading some of the topics, some I respond too but so far it's been okay :) thanks for the advice and hope you're well!

@fragile-soul I feel like we need a companion overall. Some people may go on with their lives alone and some don't, but the ones who do always wish they weren't alone in the end. I think no one wants to die alone or not be loved in the end. Some people are happy being alone but never forever imo.

@wildwallflower how are you by the way? :) I've seen some of your posts and they're pretty interesting

@wildwallflower well so far I haven't lol. But I get that, I'm not really trying to find a lot of people just a very small group that I can maybe call friends.