Hi all
I am having bad today. I received abusing messages from my landlord. He is alcoholic and smoking cannabis. i am clean person and I am trying to be nice to him. I am cleaning my room weekly I am cleaning bathroom (only I), I am cleaning floor in hole house. He never sees all these staff just complaining if I do something wrong.
I also had supervision with my team leader yesterday. She told me that some my patient complained about me. I have breached confidentiality. It was verbal message to patient mobile phone. I cannot prove otherwise. This is my contract job and expire in September. i am looking for new job. i had some very good job interviews. However, my Team leader is my referee.
Im a self centered prick so I wanna share this
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So high schools in Finland are going into hybrid. Basically the entire school is divided in two and the different groups take weekly turns in regular education and long distance. This week was supposed to be my first week in basic education, which put a ton of stress on me and my mom since, surprise surprise, my anorexic ass isn't allowed to regulate my meals at all!
AND I JUST GOT PERMISSION FROM THE FUCKING PRINCIPAL TO STAY IN LONG DISTANCE ON BASIS OF MY EATING DISORDER WOO!
(More context: My mom is in long distance too and she takes care of the whole eating stuff, including that I actually eat and don't just like throw away the food and act like I ate. If I were to go to school there would be no way to guarantee that I wouldn't just throw my food out to act like I ate. Plus, the only good way to get to school right now for me is a 30 minute bike ride, and Im not supposed to exercise a lot)
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Still cannot understand how that is a trait of being self-centered. Quite surprised by your way of wording yourself. Guess now you can... study more from home!
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Sr to hear that, i hope u will get better soon one way or another. And plz dont blame ur self too much, its an act of meaningless.