One year--you've left me one year without saying anything. I remember it because you left me a week before my birthday last year. I thought we could spend my birthday together, not physically of course, we're so far from each other anyway. I just thought, at least, we could speak to each other.
Sometimes I wonder, how long more I'm going to check back here. I asked myself, why do I keep holding on this? To be honest, I don't want anything, just a closure. Even if you came and told me that you were just tired of me and you didn't ever want to hear from me again, I'm fine! I'm totally fine. I just want a closure.
Something tells me that you have always been here--reading all my posts but never responded. You came from a broken family and I thought you know better--how leaving abruptly like this would make me feel? I guess I'm not worth it, for whatever we have been through together.
Alright, i guess that's it. Have a nice life, Dave/ talls9/ redmoon/ m34USA (well you should be 36 this year), or maybe isaka.
