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  • Just an average girl
    She always wore a smile
    She was cheerful and happy for a short while
    Now she's older
    Things are getting colder
    Life's not what she thought, she wished someone had told her

    She told you she was down, you let it slip by
    So from then on she kept it on the inside
    She told herself she was alright
    But she was telling white lies
    Can't you tell? Look at her dull eyes

    Tried to stop herself from crying almost every night
    But she knew there was no chance of feeling alright
    Summer came by, all she wore was long sleeves
    'Cause those cuts on her wrists were bleeding through you see

    She knew she was depressed, didn't want to admit it
    Didn't think she fit in, everyone seemed to miss it
    She carried on like a soldier with a battle wound
    Bleeding out from every cut her body consumed

    She had no friends at school, all alone she sat
    And if someone were to notice she would blame the cat
    But those cuts on her wrist, they were no mistake
    But no one cared enough to save her from this self-hate

    Things were going down, never really up
    And here she is now stuck in this stupid rut
    She knew exactly what she had to do next
    Just stand on that chair and tie the rope around her neck

    She wrote a letter with her hand shaking wild
    "Look at me now! Are you proud of your precious child?"
    But she knew that her parents weren't the ones to blame
    It was the world that should bow down its head in shame

    She stood up on the chair and looked out at the moon
    Just don't think, it'll all be over soon
    The chair fell down as she took her final breath
    It's all over, all gone, now she's greeting death

    Her Mom walks in, she falls down to the floor
    And now nothing can take back what she just saw
    The little girl that she raised is just hanging there
    Her body's pale and her face is violently bare

    She sees the note and unfolds it with care
    All she does is stare, "How can this be fair?"
    She starts reading as the tears roll down her face
    "I'm sorry Mom but this world is just not my place

    I've tried for so long to fix this and fit in
    I've come to realize this world's full of sin
    There's nothing for me here, I'm just a waste of space
    I've got no reason to stay here with this awful race

    It's a disgrace, I was misplaced
    Born in the wrong time and in the wrong place
    It's OK though, 'cause you'll see me soon
    You'll know when your time has come, just look at the moon

    As it shines bright throughout the night
    And remember everyone's facing their own fight
    But I can't deal with the pain, I'm not a fighter
    You'll make it through the night, just hug your pillow tighter

    So let the world know, that I died in vain
    'Cause the world around me, is the one to blame
    And I know in a year, you'll forget I'm gone
    'Cause I'm not really something to be dwelled on

    That's what they used to tell me, all those kids at school
    So I'm going by the law "majority rules"
    My presence on this earth is not needed any longer
    And if anything, I hope this makes you stronger

    You're the best friend that I ever had
    Such a shame I had to make you so very sad
    But just remember that you meant everything to me
    And to my heart, you're the only one that held the key

    Now it's time to go, I'm running out of space to write
    And yes I lost my fight, but please just hold on tight
    I'm watching over you from the clouds above
    And sending down the purest and whitest dove

    To watch over you, and be my helpful eye
    So this is it, world, goodbye."


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