I think this is so hard to go through something like this but you still have to find your happiness. Try some new hobbies or do something you like and keep your mind busy so you can’t think about bad things. wish you all the best

@mygf118 if she doesn't give it a thought about your feelings,I guess" its time " bro....good luck

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@eri Do not worry, you aren't going to live forever.