@wildwallflower Relate TT. I've been trying hard to make friends and fit in with them but really I just can't seem to relate or get the connection with them. Hence, I usually hang out with them and constantly on the edge thinking of preventing things that could upset or make them despise me. But you know there are just days where u just wanted to have them the ones to understand instead. Thus, I usually have this thoughts of wanting to be alone myself but can't stand it also because it makes me overthink things. 😞 However, one thing I learn about it is that we are alone when we we're born same thing when we die so, there's nothing really much difference with just being alne and being with my friends or other people's company. I hope you're doing well right now. Keep safe 🙂