It is nice to fantasize about afterlife and other alternative endings but it's nothing. After life is like before it. Nothing I thought heavily about it few months back, dying gonna suck, like damn what a cunt if a thing it is, but I'm cool with it, not like I'm going to be the only one who doesn't die, it's happening, each moment it's closer, but yeah, make your peach with it, it is what it is.