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Just a place to look back at.
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I remember this song, I posted it about year ago when I was getting off amphetamine, I recall sadness , and anger .
Sad for the world, and angry at my self for late realization.
Also I believe it was a night before I was waken up by worker shoveling dirt off a concrete road.
That MF really pissed me off that day. -
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There was a time in my life when there was someone who was contemplating on trying to take my life away.
3 days in a raw there was a swallow that flew trough my window, would circle around the house and leave.
It was not coincidence , but I still can't understand how it relates. -
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Why I love looking up music so much, cause it remind me how I felt and how I was thinking back when I listen to a certain song.
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I met a guy from Black Hand, Serbian paramilitary formation, and it was not long ago, I shared some amphetamine with him. Maybe year ago or so.
But there was also this one guy that was completely off his rockers , I met him maybe two years ago or three .
He used to tell me that he was also in some paramilitary formation, though I can't remember if it was Black Hand or Arkanovi "Tigers" .
Maybe it was even some other one.
Either way he told me that his friends make this music and they used to be war buddies.First off I wasn't sure if I should believe him, but I kept hanging with him, and we kept bumping into each other even without phone calls,
never looking for each other, almost day after day we would meet in different places without even talking to each other about meeting again, we saw that as some sign, I saw it as an option to help him out , he was saying he hasn't been sleeping for months.Once he showed me the house he lives in I knew he wasn't just a fucking nobody, its wasn't a house, it was a damn modern castle.
But he looked like he is dead broke, slim and tired , with delusional thoughts.
Honestly I miss him a bit, I just hope he is still alive.
Last time I saw him was in front of my work place, maybe 1-2 years ago He was asking for change to get beer or something.
He was even worse then before , I really hope now that I remembered him that he will appear again, he is just like that.
Keep him on your mind and if he is alive most likely your gonna bump into him. -
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Every night I stay awake, same feeling follow trough the day.
Mind is always taking over, I'll do my best, and just stay sober.
Remind me darling who I am, don't let my love go to hell.
Memory's of former glory, all I can say ,is that I'm sorry.
Tears are not here, drained long ago all these battles take control.
All these fights , don't back away, standing firm until my grave. -
Stepping slowly trough the night, I can't see when light's go dark.
Never looking what's behind I hear the screams, hidden from the sight.
Take it on ,I'm taking over, keep on walking, head is sober.I'll; glance back when sun comes up, darkness gets consumed by light.
I'll surely smile back at you, reach my hand and pull you trough
Don't shy away and don't be sorry, hold it firm until the morning. -
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This song was really hard to find for me, its my fav video spot for it. -
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