@PortugalMale sup
Just a place to look back at.
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This song used to make me cry
What else is left forgotten. -
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Time to put a chicken in a marinade, then I will come back to look some more of my past posts, especially the one that had that special zing behind them. Might be just video posts, but I remember how I felt and what I thought.
I can't wait to look back at this as well one day, this moment truly is special , like those other ones , but those where special in a bad way.
P.S. It has been around hour when I smoked half of a cig.
Breaking records, hopefully it was not all for nothing right ?
If you are reading this while smoke is hanging out of your mouth...well fuck, I should have done better on this day.
Hopefully I want let you down.
Your truly, yourself.
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It have to rest for 24 hours, then I will finally sink my teeth in that beautiful southern style fried chicken.
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I'll get to sleep, just soon as I eat.
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I would really like to make that Korean fried chicken that is praised so highly.
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Smoke tried to catch me slipping.
I ain't sleeping.
Thinking and tweaking.
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My mind is telling me that I will fail, that I will look back at my self with shame, another failure added on the pile top.
But I am able to tell me self not to get up, not to light a whole cigarette , and with time , I might just let a quarter slide. -
MY BRAIN:
No its definitely not possible for me to stop smoking.
I will get up and light up that cigarette
No look, I can't make it another second this is it, I told you I am not gonna be able to do it.
I need my smoke.
No like really, I will get up and light a smoke.
No really I will die if I don't light a smoke
No like 100% someone died once for that exact same reasonME:
Ok I am definitely just gonna throw away next cigarette I light. -
Its so fucking complicated with life in terms of coexistence, With time I will consider more things along , but for now as its been seen.
Life population on their home planet needs to be more controlled by the "dominant"(self-controlled) species.
First and foremost most As we are still dominant specie we form must self control its own life for it even to be able to coexist with it self alone. -
Either way , I don't know how long its been , I know I have smoked a joint along the way. but did I light a cigarette in any moment before my last post ? I cant recall it, I hope I didn't cause I threw one just a minute ago
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whoop another one, if this keeps up I might not have money to even keep smoking weed, I better hurry up and throw this shit away.