Hey guys. I'm going through pretty hard time now. I have no clue what to do, where to go...
I kinda lost feeling to want something from life.
I'm living for sake of living not for particular reason.
Don't ask too many questions about it but let's just say there is a reason for me to believe that I have VERY, VERY small chance to get into a relationship with anybody. It's not about how I look.
Please just try to imagine that there is no chance that you will be ever loved by someone...I mean a partner.
What would you do with your life?
I have lots of hobbies, activities a love but it's just doesn't satisfy my soul or my heart.
I'm more spiritual than material type. I love forests, trees, all living things. I love peace and quiet. I love harmony and positive things although I can't find them these days.
I lost myself somehow, liie something died in my and it won't come back.
I'm looking for any ideas, suggestions, possibilities...
Please share your thoughts.
Ps: I was thinking of to become a monk but somehow it doesn't feel right so please don't suggest that
Thanks a lot!