There was this one time I was just laying on my bed, I had nothing to do, so I was just thinking. Normally I hate having nothing to do, but I was too lazy to find anything to keep me busy. Why do I hate it? Because then, as I had started thinking, I would start thinking about something that at the time I would always avoid because it fucked with my brain: death. How am I going to die? When am I going to die? What will happen when I die? Will I be remembered? Will anyone care? Is life worth it? I couldn't answer any of those questions, and not being able to answer them no matter how much I tried to come up with one made my head hurt. Then I started thinking about the worst case scenario: dying young, there's nothing after death, no one remembers me after I die, everything I have ever done has simply gone, all my efforts wasted.
I've always feared this worst case scenario, but now at this point in my life I'm contemplating suicide.
Posts made by Yep
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RE: What r the most depressive moments u experienced in ur life??posted in Questions & Answers from Strangers
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RE: It's an important announcement for u allposted in United States of America (USA)
Is this reverse racism?
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RE: Would you rather..........posted in Would You Rather Questions
- Kiss a dead body or Kill your boyfriend??
Kiss the dead body because I don't have a boyfriend...
- Leave ur Bestie 4 ur BF or Leave ur Bae 4 ur Bestie??
I don't have either one... hm... hard choice...
- Spend a day in Hell or Spend a night in Cemetery??
Cemetery because I don't believe it's haunted.
- Suicide or Murder??
Suicide. I would never be able to get over the guilt of murder.
- Be deaf or Be mute??
Mute cause I can still listen to music :D
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RE: No More Fake Friendsposted in United States of America (USA)
Keep only the people you talk to frequently and you get even more of a decrease.
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RE: HOW SEXY IS YOUR NAME???posted in Polls - Surveys - Votes
IRL First name: 1340
Username: 357Wow what a drastic difference
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RE: Why all the guys want to talk about "sex" even though they know that they can't do that through their screens or at least watching porn would be a better option. Still they ruin anonymous chat sites, WHY THE FUCK IS THAT!?posted in Questions & Answers from Strangers
@sup But there's other apps for that... it's just creepy and uncomfortable
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Have you ever come across 2 songs with the same name...posted in Songs & Music (SoundCloud
...And just thought that one of them was amazing and the other one was horrible?
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RE: Why all the guys want to talk about "sex" even though they know that they can't do that through their screens or at least watching porn would be a better option. Still they ruin anonymous chat sites, WHY THE FUCK IS THAT!?posted in Questions & Answers from Strangers
I fucking know right, pedophiles... I was connected to this stranger, asked me m or f, I said f, then asked for my age. I said 13, other guy ended up being 18 and asked me for pic boobs and pussy. Ended up sending them dame tu cosita and left lol