Posts made by The Dex

@katie-vernola how about we get an after pic ...🙃lol

@katie-vernola nothing wrong with her 🧐🤷

@katie-vernola yeah,a lot of shady things about online couples... but it depends on the two love birds,i mean my mom and dad[may his soul rip] met online and dated for like 7 yrs..my mom in NYC..my dada was in Africa kenya on business...so.. it's the determination that seals the online couples fate...

@katie-vernola #hail tws couples.....tag a couple you know...lol

@Dimple00 wow!..noice,🎖️

Yeah I hated the year,i lost my grandpa to covid,(fuck covid) But some Loved it{still don't know why} anyway one thing we can all agree is that 2020 is a year we'll never forget

My eyes struck at a girl,
Veiled with black cloth entirely
As if she hid herself from everyone, she walked all swift and calmly.
She had exquisite grey eyes and a hypnotizing look,
Amd had the fairest of complexions.
She was all covered and demure,
As if she hid beauty from the evil looks of the world she was innocent and pure.
She is from the ones whom my eyes would never forget,
Whom seeing I wouldn't ever regret

And take me higher love
And take me till love had enough
Make me scream I'm all yours
Cause ain't nothing wrong with that
Cause ain't nothing wrong with that
The sounds of make love
Make love to you baby

Words I say don't always come out right,
and they always seem to start a fight.
I know what I say can hurt you,
and believe me, I don't mean to.
The last thing I want to see is you sad
because I can't control myself when I get mad.
I know all you want from me is my best,
but right now I need time to rest.
Everything is happening so fast.
How long will it all last?
Everything is falling apart.
It's ripping my heart.
I have so much anger built up; I have to get it out,
and all I want to do is scream and shout.
I take it out on you,
even though I don't mean to.
I'm sorry for causing you more stress.
I know even you need time to rest.

I'd like to be the sort of friend
that you have been to me;
I'd like to be the help that you've been
always glad to be;
I'd like to mean as much to you
each minute of the day
As you have meant, old friend of mine,
to me along the way.

I'd like to do the big things
and the splendid things for you,
To brush the gray out of your skies
and leave them only blue;
I'd like to say the kindly things
that I so oft have heard,
And feel that I could rouse your soul
the way that mine you've stirred.

I'd like to give back the joy
that you have given me,
Yet that were wishing you a need
I hope will never be;
I'd like to make you feel
as rich as I, who travel on
Undaunted in the darkest hours
with you to lean upon.

I'm wishing at this Christmas time
that I could but repay
A portion of the gladness
that you've strewn along the way;
And could I have one wish this year,
this only would it be:
I'd like to be the sort of friend
that you have been to me.

I always seem to be, the enemy of your heart
No matter what I say, I seem to tear you apart
Forever on the wrong side, of this infinite fence
If spoke from heart, would you still take offence?
So angry at me, you don’t see this hurts me too
Even in lies, to hide the agony, you see what’s true
Jump over, to find myself on the same side again
Can’t seem to figure this out, and stop all the pain
My tears are forever falling, but hidden in the rain
Storm that rages above me, is your fury and distain
What I seem to feel, it’s not enough for us to gain
I can never reach you, when my words are foreign
Slammed your door shut, and always find mine open
But your arms only open, when my heart is so broken
Can I ever find solace, when nothing can go unspoken?
Do I have to be at deaths door, before I am forgiven?
So wrapped up in what you feel, you don’t see me inside
Nothing left for me to say, no one left to which I confide
Alone and battered, as I hold all my feelings to the side
Trapped and lost in a world, I don’t understand but reside
As if there’s time in my life, I want back after times I tried
You don’t understand and you’re always, so angry at me
Illusion that we could ever work, I just want to be free
I sit in silence and try to comprehend, what is my reality
But never a peaceful thought, is conjured from your fury
I can never leave, but I can take anymore of this battery
I sometimes welcome death, but it’s just easier to cry
So much hate of me, would you be happy if I was to die
You don’t see what this is doing to me, don’t wish to defy
But you never see anything in me, how I wish I could fly
To leave this time and place, to another moment to ask why?

Tense and unheard, as something grips within
Power that is of the possessed, I call upon sin
To conjure the cruelties within me, to destroy
Tears flow as the blood swells my heart, to ploy
Furnace of my reverence, for the ferocious being
A demon soul, this secret shade of my glorifying
Release this of my entirety, to acknowledge pain
That shall be reaped upon you, my pleasured gain
It was put here through years, of this haunted time
Hear the screams to the night shades, for its crime
The ignorance of your own doubt, for this pleasure
Of you’re torn soul, and shredded selfless measure
Bearing the fruit of your agony, that I satisfy this
Everyone and of everything, in equal fatal bliss
This decomposition, of your courage takes hold
Now you foresee the hate in me, my eyes turn cold
Unfeeling, to your suffering that I inflict relentlessly
This is me, this is what I can be, is me so mercilessly
Was it not perceived of me, that I can be of this way?
Did no one inform your ears, for you to mind of this day?
For the ides of March, inflicted to Caesar by the many
Thus vengeance can be granted within the singularity
Be it the conclusion, of a concentration, of that hate
This anger I hold inside, no army I need to congregate
Exhausted I maybe at many times, until I ask persistence
So I thus seek the fury again, against your petulance
Relive the timeless and infinite joy, the ripping of you
So that I may urinate, upon your dying body so blue
Gone is any sense of humanity, when I am this demonic
The darkness within my rebirth, unhindered and chronic
Sinister pleasure I feel, when forever in the grasp of it
This everlasting companion, my friend and allied spirit