Posts made by Thatgirl8094

How? haha. Sorry I am new here

Thanks Clayt9n. I just don't know what to do at this point. I feel stuck and alone.

I have been with the guy I am with for about 8 years. We have a child together (his idea) and now it feels like everything is falling apart.
I wake up to him snooping through my phone at night. Which I have nothing to hide but he thinks I do.
I think it's because he is cheating on me and has a guilty conscience.
Maybe he hasn't actually had sex with anyone else but I am pretty sure he is talking to someone on Snapchat. We both agreed to delete snapchat forever ago because it causes problems but he recently started a new one during the time we had been fighting a lot.
He will deny it and has denied it every time and I don't really want to go through his phone
What do I do??????
I am so lost and torn and have no one to talk to.
I feel like he put a spyware on my phone so I can't even message anyone about my feelings without worrying that he will somehow see it.
It is all starting to affect my anxiety and the way I am feeling everyday.
How can I get out of this feeling?
Am I making shit up in my head because of my anxiety or is my intuition right?
Anyone feel like catfishing him for me? Haha. Kidding...kind of. Ha!

Just looking for a friend to talk to I guess. Or feel like I have a friend...