@anonymous12456 Just think as if she'll come back after your grad exam, I mean she prolly needs time and realization consumes alot of time. Just put your motivation in your studies and always think that if you succeed she's the reward at the end. I mean think what you've worked hard since the first time you set your foot in school, you can't go back to your childhood days. It's a crucial choice in your life and you must overcome it, Keep fighting man