Posts made by Sarah Williams

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@sir-devil Well, I know of "bestgore" but it focuses more on the gore part. I do not want to dig through 100 videos to find 1 actual torture video, and at the end it is not really torture at all. And, if you remember the site please do bother to write the name. I would not call it a "fetish" but I have come to enjoy these types of videos. This is more like.. "curiosity" I think? I want to know how far I can push my limits.

@sir-devil Yeah, I know there are worse people. And the ones in this video are indeed amateurs. But I couldn't find anything worse than this on the internet. It is hard to find real videos of people getting tortured or beaten or stuff you know?

@blooddrunk Are you talking about a specific video? or decapitations in general? If in general, I have seen lots of beheadings on bestgore. With knife, saw, machete and axe. I can stand the gore but I think I have a weak mind.. just a scream of a mother who lost her son can tear me apart..

@blooddrunk Oh.. well.. definitely disturbing. But I am more affected by psychological stuff. I got used to disgusting and gory things.

Now, I have seen a lot of messed up stuff. I've read some disgusting and disturbing books, watched disturbing movies and saw real footage of deaths and executions on bestgore. But NONE of these disturbed me as much as this one video called "akademgorodok maniacs". You can find the video by searching the name on google. It is not the gore, it is the screaming and the moaning of the old woman that disturbed me..
So.. what is the most disturbing thing YOU have found on the internet?

@kangyi What do you think you are? You are human too. If you can somehow justify yourself to not be a "plague" you can do the same to all other people.

@kangyi I agree with you on the second part, that we should somehow control breeding. But we shouldn't go up to people and say "kill yourself". That is just not the right way.

@kangyi How rude! Don't listen to this guy. He thinks he is the only smart person on the earth or something..

Not really if we are talking about basic things. I look at the past, I look at what I have done over the years but that just doesn't feel like me, you know? I am what I am right now. I am not the me from 2 years ago. No one is. People are constantly changing. That's what I think anyways..

Why are you depressed? You can talk to me if you want to..