Everyone is always posting stuff they have written and I'm just over here goin nope not a writer not gonna happen I can't do that...imma go draw something. So this is what came from that. (There are more but this is my favorite and it's also the only one that I think looks good)

Okay so I know @BOOTS22 has already done this today but idgaf cuz im not leaving for just a day. I'm leaving for good. I have realized that the internet isn't helping the fact that I am completely insane and my mom probably should have sent me to that mental hospital she was talking about last summer. I am VERY mentaly unstable and i am typing this through tears cuz I have lost my god damn mind (and for those dumbass bitches that think I'm trying to get attention, I'm not I dont give 2 shits about attention). I'm sorry to those of you that are part of my online fam but I can't do this anymore I'm on the verge of completely losing my mind and it has led to nothing but bad so y'all will probably not be hearing from me anytime soon. Bye.

so this is about to get really deep and personally and everyone is about to learn something new about me...okay story time!
so last summer i became very depressed and very very suicidal because my mom hated me and i had just found out that my dad isnt my biological father and i had no friends at all and i was sick and tired of sitting in my room and crying to myself trying to figure out what to do so i thought to myself "hey im gonna go pop some pills and let the world fade away into an endless black hole because nobody cares enough to even notice the bloody cuts and scars on my wrists and the fact that i havent eaten in like 2 weeks" so i walk on into my parents bathroom and start pulling out a ton of different medication and i had my phone and i actually like did my research and found out what i could OD on fastest (im not gonna share that info so dont even think about asking) and then i took those pills into my room and just stared at the bottle and cried thinking im gonna die and nobody is going to care im gonna die and someone will find me and say "oh she was so happy" and nobody will know that they were oh so terribly wrong and that i was so unhappy and depressed all the time with nobody to talk to except for myself so then i was like okay lets do this and i started poppin pill after pill but before i could get anywhere close to an OD my 4 year old sister walked into my room which i had thought i locked the door and she didnt say a word all she did was come over to me and sit in my lap and hug me we sat there for 5 minutes before she asked why i was sad and all i could tell her was that i love her and thats when i realized that al i needed was one reason to live and my lil sis is that reason she is the only person in my life thats holding me here and yeah im still depressed asf and yeah i still have suicidal thoughts and yeah sometimes i self harm but i know im not going to do anything major because i have that one thing holding me here and all i have to do is look at her lil angel face with big brown eyes and her unique adorable smile and i know i will not- no i refuse to leave her so for those of you who are dealing with suicidal thoughts or actions just find that one thing to hold you here im not gonna lie things are still going to be tough but your reason for life makes things easier

DIS IS MEH RANT OF ZE DAY (idk why but I have been talking with a stupid accent all day so dis is how I shall type)
Have you ever been getting over something and you're like
"Oh yeah look at me I'm doin so great I'm friggen fabulous now I'm goin on with meh life and bein awesome and weird all at the same time" and then
KABLOOM BANG POW POOF
you see a picture on instagram and you're like...
"well bloody hell I was doing so great... I got Starbucks...I rocked out to meh music...I had a decent convo with people that I decided to become friends with...and life said..."NO MA'AM WE ARE NOT DOIN DIS"'
and then...you just...walk away and smile like you never saw anything
IZ DE STORY OF MEH LIFE

@mr-h i thought about that but i was scared of ruining it lol

@Rendezvous i was about to explain but apparently i was wrong according to @Stranger_Danger explanation :joy:

idk if anyone else has this but my eyes are a tye-dye mix of green brown and hazel
another thing is im 50% mexican 20% indian 15% white 10% irish and 5% german so im a lil more mixed than a fuckin smoothie but im a beautiful mix of weird and adorableness :face_with_tears_of_joy: :face_with_tears_of_joy:

Thought I'd post some of my photography work soooo yeah what are y'alls thoughts?

@heyitszoey said in Who do you think would be your perfect match on TWS ?:

My perfect match is food cuz I’m single af 😂😂😂

saaaame lmfao :joy: more single than a fuckin pringle

@abby-83 ooooh so i waaas riiight @Stranger_Danger oof you made me second-guess me self -_-

@ragnar thank yaa!!!

@willow not as beautifu as you tho! (idk where that came from i am so sorry lmao)

wait a second when did this happen?!?!?!

@sardar-saad no

@violetttttt im so lost lmao im just now noticing this

@violetttttt thats what im wonderin ive got like over 300 but idk how

@im-a-bae thank yooouuuuu

@yoursbucky said in I'm not a writer but I am an artist:

Writer play with words, But an artist play with feelings.

Nice drawing, Keep it up.

thank you!!!

love it Abby you should keep on writing!!!

@willoww hmmmm lets see:
chicken strips
something thats disguised as sugar
creepy crawly gross thing
stranger danger
my new jeep rubicon
dont ask
lit
hopeless
yummmmmmmm