Hey a lot of the things you said I have in common with. I have a twin brother and my mom favors him. He went to college w no worries of anything especially money and on the other hand I got nothing. And now I’m nothing. I am on auto pilot for most days and day’s that are ok are few and far between. I have a horrible job. But I have a nephew I’d like to see grow up but I don’t think that will happen. Your not the only one I promise.